Things are a little less hectic now... a little... but I am having a hard time getting motivated to work now. I'll try to figure it out tomorrow. I think I am going to end up spending tomorrow acting as chauffeur again... that has me frustrated, but there's not much I can do about it.
I think I am going to start incorporating a couple of tricks into my schedule. Trick #1 is that I am going to start going to bookstore cafes to work, since there's no Internet access that I can use there (not payin for it twice!) and nobody to distract me and ask me to do crap all the time. It will also force me to work, because I'll get so bored that work will seem like entertainment.
Trick #2, I think I am going to start going to the beach as often as possible, since I seem to decompress very nicely at the beach. Plus, there's always some attractive woman or other at the beach. I've been looking for bikini models anyway...
Hopefully doing those two things will get me away from this situational cage I have been stuck in, now that mom's out of the hospital and doesn't need me to watch her 24/7. I have been becoming really frustrated with my circumstances lately.Talk about your screw job. One more month and it'll me over.
Right now, I am about as frustrated as I can handle without flipping out or going off on someone. If it's not one thing, it's been two others lately, and the net result is that at best, I have been unable to find motivation to work, and at worst, I haven't got time to even breathe.
I think I am going to start incorporating a couple of tricks into my schedule. Trick #1 is that I am going to start going to bookstore cafes to work, since there's no Internet access that I can use there (not payin for it twice!) and nobody to distract me and ask me to do crap all the time. It will also force me to work, because I'll get so bored that work will seem like entertainment.
Trick #2, I think I am going to start going to the beach as often as possible, since I seem to decompress very nicely at the beach. Plus, there's always some attractive woman or other at the beach. I've been looking for bikini models anyway...
Hopefully doing those two things will get me away from this situational cage I have been stuck in, now that mom's out of the hospital and doesn't need me to watch her 24/7. I have been becoming really frustrated with my circumstances lately.Talk about your screw job. One more month and it'll me over.
Right now, I am about as frustrated as I can handle without flipping out or going off on someone. If it's not one thing, it's been two others lately, and the net result is that at best, I have been unable to find motivation to work, and at worst, I haven't got time to even breathe.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
