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[RainbowAbyss]

Some things came up that I have to address
1. I realized I only did stage 5 for 30 days and every other stage for 32-34 days@shannon-does this matter..solutions if it does?

If you moved on to Stage 6 already, there's nothing you can do about it now. Just keep using Stage 6.

2. I emailed the website about reopening my downloads of AM and WM which I never got all the tracks onto my new computer..no response in several days

I'll notify the appropriate parties.

3. Results are still of the charts on stage 6..but the pattern is official..every other week goes from crazy enthused..to slightly downtrodden..the difference is I take the right actions anyway now..but is this emotional pattern me or the subs?..most everything else external circumstance wise stays the same.

I couldn't tell you without knowing a lot more than I do. Obviously a sort of dissonance is coming out, but there are many variables to consider as to why.

1. Cool
2. Andrew got back to me-so thanks
3. who knows-its so low key these days its no biggie-just a little odd how consistent it is. My doctor actually suggested I might have a minor case of bipolar disorder and I'm going to be experimenting with some medication-starting with Adderall actually. Mainly because in the past the down weeks were so bad-that I stopped caring about the formalities of employment and he thinks this will help both stabilize mood and stay on top of things. I don't know how keen I am on taking amphetamines every day but its fairly low dosage so well see. To note, the swings have gotten much closer together and much less severe with sub use, perhaps something to do with brain synchronization.