04-25-2012, 09:06 PM
I have just ended my Stage 2 and decided to update as to what is going on.
I have to say that a lot have been going on in my life. I have become extremely social. I am going out alone at least once a week and I have an easy time making acquaintances and new friends. One example is last week when I ended up making friends with a couple of bouncers from a bar I usually visit and after talking to one of them after the end of the bar, he recommended that if ever I decide to want to be a bouncer to let him know and he will introduce me to the owner.
This is a huge change from me 2 months ago. The amount of comfort that I feel around people and groups of people is surreal. I am actually wandering why I have never felt like this before. I have always had social anxiety since I can remember and it is starting to subside.
Alpha is not only giving me the ability to strengthen my reality but it is also helping me see things for what they really are. I guess the more detached you become from your experience the more you notice reality for what it really is.
Through this set I have realized the need for a man to find activities to do on his own, so that he can build and maintain his individuality. I feel sad now when I look at so many of my friends who need to be with someone in order to go out or constantly need to be with their girlfriends for company, it reminds me of my old me.
I have also started to do self esteem hypnosis. I know Shannon warns about it but it is a hypnosis that incorporates heavy meditation and it really helps me relax and maintain a conscious goal. I feel like I need something consciously to work on, in order for me to stay centered.
Well that is it for now. I will keep yall posted.
I have to say that a lot have been going on in my life. I have become extremely social. I am going out alone at least once a week and I have an easy time making acquaintances and new friends. One example is last week when I ended up making friends with a couple of bouncers from a bar I usually visit and after talking to one of them after the end of the bar, he recommended that if ever I decide to want to be a bouncer to let him know and he will introduce me to the owner.
This is a huge change from me 2 months ago. The amount of comfort that I feel around people and groups of people is surreal. I am actually wandering why I have never felt like this before. I have always had social anxiety since I can remember and it is starting to subside.
Alpha is not only giving me the ability to strengthen my reality but it is also helping me see things for what they really are. I guess the more detached you become from your experience the more you notice reality for what it really is.
Through this set I have realized the need for a man to find activities to do on his own, so that he can build and maintain his individuality. I feel sad now when I look at so many of my friends who need to be with someone in order to go out or constantly need to be with their girlfriends for company, it reminds me of my old me.
I have also started to do self esteem hypnosis. I know Shannon warns about it but it is a hypnosis that incorporates heavy meditation and it really helps me relax and maintain a conscious goal. I feel like I need something consciously to work on, in order for me to stay centered.
Well that is it for now. I will keep yall posted.
