I’m having a rough night. It’s a work night, so I’m awake anyway. I talked to my mortgage guy about the second refinance, and it turns out that we have to wait until May. This would be perfectly fine if we still had the money that we got, but that’s gone now. I worked on some numbers tonight, and at first when I got REALLY stressed. I haven’t felt this bad since a little while before I started this journal. It feels like it broke through the barrier that was around it. It didn’t last long though. I came up with a plan that I think will keep us on the rails for the next five months. I had some companies move some due dates on bills so that everything can come out on the day I get paid.
The stress seems to be hitting me in waves. The good thing is each time, it’s kind of motivated to find a solution. I figure something out and I feel better. It’s going to be really tight for the next few months, but I think I can keep it on the rails that long, but it’s going to be rough. Now would be a great time for another one of those incredible luck manifestations I got when I started version one back in August.
I was planning on really focusing on getting my career back on track starting well, now, but at least it seems it’s going to be really hard to keep my head in the game on that until we can get out of survival mode.
I’m
The stress seems to be hitting me in waves. The good thing is each time, it’s kind of motivated to find a solution. I figure something out and I feel better. It’s going to be really tight for the next few months, but I think I can keep it on the rails that long, but it’s going to be rough. Now would be a great time for another one of those incredible luck manifestations I got when I started version one back in August.
I was planning on really focusing on getting my career back on track starting well, now, but at least it seems it’s going to be really hard to keep my head in the game on that until we can get out of survival mode.
I’m
