12-29-2018, 06:02 AM
Something that I omitted to mention in my yesterday's update is that 2 main events did come out since last week.
1. My first sexual conquest since a while last week
2. Some conflictual tension among some family members did pop out around Christmas (sister and father). It seems that my mom passing away this fall did stir up a lot of old stuff...
Put that all together and this made me make some heavy loaded dreaming sessions for about 3 nights in a row...
I did find that meaningful, life changing events were making me dreaming a lot... I guess that maybe the subliminal programming did make me become more in touch in my subconscious mind. I'm grateful for that as dreams are the subconscious mind communicating with my conscious mind. This communication hasn't been that obvious like that in the past. I feel that this is a big thing.. a big improvement to who I am to be able to listen to what my subconscious mind has to say to me.
1. My first sexual conquest since a while last week
2. Some conflictual tension among some family members did pop out around Christmas (sister and father). It seems that my mom passing away this fall did stir up a lot of old stuff...
Put that all together and this made me make some heavy loaded dreaming sessions for about 3 nights in a row...
I did find that meaningful, life changing events were making me dreaming a lot... I guess that maybe the subliminal programming did make me become more in touch in my subconscious mind. I'm grateful for that as dreams are the subconscious mind communicating with my conscious mind. This communication hasn't been that obvious like that in the past. I feel that this is a big thing.. a big improvement to who I am to be able to listen to what my subconscious mind has to say to me.
