Day 15
Still doin' the ASRB.
Tonight is Christmas Eve, so I bought a ticket to a clubby-type party. I went to it for maybe 20 minutes to measure some effects and then left.
First, I noticed that my anxiety was barely even triggered. Usually, my fear and anxiousness around noisy people triggers, but this time I didn't have to expend any effort to keep it under control.
Second, in situations like this, I find that I can't get myself to relax. Usually I'm half in the present moment and half in my head, and in a place like this, I can't relax to be in my body and feel into the music. That has not changed.
Third, no eye contact from women.
Hmm.
Oh, a very Merry Christmas to all who celebrate. May the lives of everyone here be filled with only the best of everything.
Still doin' the ASRB.
Tonight is Christmas Eve, so I bought a ticket to a clubby-type party. I went to it for maybe 20 minutes to measure some effects and then left.
First, I noticed that my anxiety was barely even triggered. Usually, my fear and anxiousness around noisy people triggers, but this time I didn't have to expend any effort to keep it under control.
Second, in situations like this, I find that I can't get myself to relax. Usually I'm half in the present moment and half in my head, and in a place like this, I can't relax to be in my body and feel into the music. That has not changed.
Third, no eye contact from women.
Hmm.
Oh, a very Merry Christmas to all who celebrate. May the lives of everyone here be filled with only the best of everything.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
