12-20-2018, 02:42 AM
Can't remember too much of last night's dream... but I was playing a game versus children and repeatedly beating them. Apparently this was important to me.
I'm starting to obsess slightly about my ’celeb' client again, which is something that has happened on DMSI before. She's not even that hot, but definitely has some sex appeal for me (and I think that we're emotional tight), so if the sniper starts to work she's going to get it.
This is how I use the fapping I suppose... to ward off the libido and stop me obsessing about women. Therefore my next goal is to stop giving a shit about women. I'd love to get more done business and study wise. Women take up way too much attention and time for me.
I definitely feel less socially confident than I did a year or two ago. I'm looking forward to the ASC kicking in too.
I'm starting to obsess slightly about my ’celeb' client again, which is something that has happened on DMSI before. She's not even that hot, but definitely has some sex appeal for me (and I think that we're emotional tight), so if the sniper starts to work she's going to get it.
This is how I use the fapping I suppose... to ward off the libido and stop me obsessing about women. Therefore my next goal is to stop giving a shit about women. I'd love to get more done business and study wise. Women take up way too much attention and time for me.
I definitely feel less socially confident than I did a year or two ago. I'm looking forward to the ASC kicking in too.
Fear Is The Mind-killer
