FRM is pretty amazing.
When I was with friends, one of them had vr with him. We decided to play the game rush of blood. Now, as someone with arachnophobia ( or, atleast, had arachnophobia ) I wanted to immerse into that level involving spiders. I wanted more and more, invited it more and more, and fear wasnt just there. The times it was there, it was subtle and disconnected. I really enjoyed that game.
Im expanding my wardrobe. Im awaiting some new leather jacket at the moment.
Now, as far as girls go...hot girls lock with me. Its great. I recognize the fear popping up when it happens but it feels good. The moment our gaze hold, her switch flips into attraction. Its actually really beautiful. Its like a 100% close almost, but the fear locks me into hiding. Last couple of days are rough.
Havent slept with any girl thus far on 3.3D, but the attraction is there. Girls open me, approach me. Women say hi. Sexual talk is easy. Yet, Z aint my type but she is crushing hard. Meanwhile im spinning other plates. ( wait what?) Makes sense. Happy times lol. Its like breathing.
I can use a good crying/grieving session.
At work, im working with women. "I" , who is of russian descent, warms up quickly to me. At the end at break, she was lovingly gazing.
I had loads of negative beliefs coming up last few days. It all surrounds women. Like "insert reason ( Im pregnant!, I just want chocolate! Im on my period! ) its really rubbed me the wrong way. Its like womanese, and these excuses. Ugh. Not putting up, its all the same to me. I seem tobrecognize shittests more and more.
I recognize now where Im basing my power on. Like going roque.
Also, when the woman didnt show up at our sheduled appointment, I was pissed, and my approach to it shifted to taking full responsibility. Done with it. Its their loss. Im taking 100% responsibility now.
Now, to come back on the FRM, sometimes, anxiety spikes. Its like a mini panic attack and well aware of FRM working through stuff. Also, I am way more unfiltered and straight forward. Its almost like a hell break lose free fir all party inside at times.
Meanwhile, its like my subc is cleaned out, drilled through, digged up from and the garbage is brought outside.
When I was with friends, one of them had vr with him. We decided to play the game rush of blood. Now, as someone with arachnophobia ( or, atleast, had arachnophobia ) I wanted to immerse into that level involving spiders. I wanted more and more, invited it more and more, and fear wasnt just there. The times it was there, it was subtle and disconnected. I really enjoyed that game.
Im expanding my wardrobe. Im awaiting some new leather jacket at the moment.
Now, as far as girls go...hot girls lock with me. Its great. I recognize the fear popping up when it happens but it feels good. The moment our gaze hold, her switch flips into attraction. Its actually really beautiful. Its like a 100% close almost, but the fear locks me into hiding. Last couple of days are rough.
Havent slept with any girl thus far on 3.3D, but the attraction is there. Girls open me, approach me. Women say hi. Sexual talk is easy. Yet, Z aint my type but she is crushing hard. Meanwhile im spinning other plates. ( wait what?) Makes sense. Happy times lol. Its like breathing.
I can use a good crying/grieving session.
At work, im working with women. "I" , who is of russian descent, warms up quickly to me. At the end at break, she was lovingly gazing.
I had loads of negative beliefs coming up last few days. It all surrounds women. Like "insert reason ( Im pregnant!, I just want chocolate! Im on my period! ) its really rubbed me the wrong way. Its like womanese, and these excuses. Ugh. Not putting up, its all the same to me. I seem tobrecognize shittests more and more.
I recognize now where Im basing my power on. Like going roque.
Also, when the woman didnt show up at our sheduled appointment, I was pissed, and my approach to it shifted to taking full responsibility. Done with it. Its their loss. Im taking 100% responsibility now.
Now, to come back on the FRM, sometimes, anxiety spikes. Its like a mini panic attack and well aware of FRM working through stuff. Also, I am way more unfiltered and straight forward. Its almost like a hell break lose free fir all party inside at times.
Meanwhile, its like my subc is cleaned out, drilled through, digged up from and the garbage is brought outside.
