12-17-2018, 04:31 AM
(12-16-2018, 01:35 PM)Paul1131 Wrote: I had a realization in the shower this morning. I still have a LOT of fear, but USLM is allowing me to do a better job of holding it off. This is primarily fear of failure and inadequacy stemming from various things in my childhood.
I had kind of a, call it a visualization about it. The little point that is ME is standing in a circle of light. The fearful thoughts are in the darkness of what I presume is my subconscious mind trying to break in. I can still hear them, and they do still have some effect on me, but they are being healed away from “me” for the most part. The circle is being guarded by soldiers, and they are fighting the negative things in the dark.
The light is a new thing. The fears used to have full access to “me” without any kind of barrier or protection. I think that the circle of light is expanding, and the soldiers are being reinforced day by day, but I’m not out of the woods yet.
Does this make sense to anyone else?
That imagery makes perfect sense to me Paul. I, too, am making progress, but am not out of the woods yet myself.
"Fear of failure and inadequacy stemming from various things in my childhood": you are not alone there. I've always known that's where they came from, and that's why I'm using USLM3, for the FRM itself. We're facing some brand new affects and results now.
I'm actually looking forward to the FRM 4.2 in LTU 5.5. I'm reading about people becoming assertive with it on DMSI 3.3, which has 4.2. To me, that's great since I've requested some assertiveness modules in E3. USLM4 will have it too, but I'll be going with LTU. It's an "all in one" sub.
I want to be FREE!
