12-14-2018, 07:06 PM
Sorry, I haven't been active, my school has been kicking my butt and I have two more finals. I've been listening religiously (aside from missing 1-2 days) but other than that.... next week I'm going to hook up with a guy I met. Honestly, I just wanted to have sex (virgin) but he wants to wine and dine and take it slow... I don't mind, really, but I always assumed guys don't do extra things when they're getting p***y already... But I honestly think I deserve it... I deserve to be treated like a queen. And this guy mentioned how he's had dreams about me etc.. this was from DMSI 3.2 B and it has been a little less than a month since I've started listening.
Anyways, while I was on A, I have actually tried to get better at making myself look more presentable and feel better about myself. My self-esteem is rising, but not fully where I want to be.
So.. I've started listening to DMSI 3.3 on my phone at night.. I get around 6-8hrs of sleep.
I listen to it on my iPhone 7, and the volume level is usually around 14-15/16... so kinda loud but I don't mind when I'm sleeping... I actually can't sleep without listening to subs now. lol
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Plus when I first started listening to these 3.3 - I had some happy ass dreams, and I've been procrastinating less and less. I actually was able to fast for 24 hrs (finally the other day).. and I've been just more optimistic.
I started December 12 or 13 don't remember 100%...
Anyways, while I was on A, I have actually tried to get better at making myself look more presentable and feel better about myself. My self-esteem is rising, but not fully where I want to be.
So.. I've started listening to DMSI 3.3 on my phone at night.. I get around 6-8hrs of sleep.
I listen to it on my iPhone 7, and the volume level is usually around 14-15/16... so kinda loud but I don't mind when I'm sleeping... I actually can't sleep without listening to subs now. lol
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Plus when I first started listening to these 3.3 - I had some happy ass dreams, and I've been procrastinating less and less. I actually was able to fast for 24 hrs (finally the other day).. and I've been just more optimistic.
I started December 12 or 13 don't remember 100%...
