12-10-2018, 07:34 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-10-2018, 10:09 PM by Shadow2200.)
Day 4
(Mourning)
things starting off good, a lot if my co worker girls seen to find the need to be extra close to me today when before the,d usually keep there distance. Today funny as it sounds I,n usually backing up from them cause they all up in personal space. As no word from dancer or replays from text well see if she gives me a ride from work today and see what effect the new sub has on her in person, be the first time since I started the new version.
(afternoon)
I was out side waiting for dancer to give me a ride passed several girls with super strong eye contact and I unmoved non looking away. Although little else is there but eye contact with even random girls is very strong. Dancer was running late but she did give me a ride we picked up her new best female friend this time she decided to keep me around with her as she took her friend on some errands. I apologized for the fight we had, prior to her being around me in person she had been pretty cranky as of late. She softened up considerably having me around her in person. Her single best friend also noticed me which many times they both kinds pay we no attention and chat among themselves. I did promise to help dancer so she was happy, wasn't sure whether this was me or me helping, did help though.
Secetly I have already for most part gave up on trying to really be with her and replace her for something better. Or the aura with make something happen. I was feeling a strong reaction from her friend. So the funny thing about this situation may end being with her or her new best friend. I been trying to get in a place where I'm hanging out with them more as a group, you never know what might happen. I did have a strong sexual desire for both of them. I'm unsure where all that's coming from but can tell it's much strong around girls I really know or in a close range too
Had to go out do some errands and bank etc was on the bus. They picked up a lot of younger girls and same thing. They each made a effort to sit by me, look at me not really doing much persay just making sure they close by. I was noticing this and this consistently seemed to be happening without any effort on my part. Of course not much than eye-contact. But it's strong direct powerful, unturning away kind. Makes a powerfully connection if you let it.
Anti-fear mod wise they had this heavy set guy that works at my job got a pretty dancer girl friend and very funny. So despite him being very over weight he dose well with the girls at my job. He likes to test people while making it a joke. So wit the new anit-fear mod normally I'd stay out of is away let him have his away since I'm new. He got to joking around acting tough and I turned on the eye-contact and did the same and if nothing else he got the idea that I'm wasn't going to be pushed around by him. That was unusual cause most of the time I'm pretty easy going and avoid conflict. In fact now I just deal with with no backing down.
(evening)
Back out at the store, had this too girls sisters maybe one of this was deep strong eye-contact like so many today she was nice, even smile and spoke something I couldn't understand it cause I think she was shy, but keep looking at me. Anyway I just kept running into them all over the store with it seeming like she made every effort for her to be around or get me to look at her back. This continued even to the checkout line.
Well have to see what is to become of all this celebrity effect as it is about the same as in 3.2 just happening much faster and with more consitanty and a lot more eye-contact. I've been off dmsi for a while now so I had forgot how powerful the celbery effect is. I will say that's so far are off to a good start as the same in 3.2 I'm getting attention we'll see if I get more than just looks and if any one actually initiates something.
One last thing I did notice it's been quite some time since dancer has talked about my place or getting it ready for guests. When she did visit she noticed pretty much everything in my whole house. So she had give me some tips on keeping up the place. So it did come as a supprise when she mentioned my place again out of the blue, maybe something subconscious reason behind it maybe nothing we'll see
(Mourning)
things starting off good, a lot if my co worker girls seen to find the need to be extra close to me today when before the,d usually keep there distance. Today funny as it sounds I,n usually backing up from them cause they all up in personal space. As no word from dancer or replays from text well see if she gives me a ride from work today and see what effect the new sub has on her in person, be the first time since I started the new version.
(afternoon)
I was out side waiting for dancer to give me a ride passed several girls with super strong eye contact and I unmoved non looking away. Although little else is there but eye contact with even random girls is very strong. Dancer was running late but she did give me a ride we picked up her new best female friend this time she decided to keep me around with her as she took her friend on some errands. I apologized for the fight we had, prior to her being around me in person she had been pretty cranky as of late. She softened up considerably having me around her in person. Her single best friend also noticed me which many times they both kinds pay we no attention and chat among themselves. I did promise to help dancer so she was happy, wasn't sure whether this was me or me helping, did help though.
Secetly I have already for most part gave up on trying to really be with her and replace her for something better. Or the aura with make something happen. I was feeling a strong reaction from her friend. So the funny thing about this situation may end being with her or her new best friend. I been trying to get in a place where I'm hanging out with them more as a group, you never know what might happen. I did have a strong sexual desire for both of them. I'm unsure where all that's coming from but can tell it's much strong around girls I really know or in a close range too
Had to go out do some errands and bank etc was on the bus. They picked up a lot of younger girls and same thing. They each made a effort to sit by me, look at me not really doing much persay just making sure they close by. I was noticing this and this consistently seemed to be happening without any effort on my part. Of course not much than eye-contact. But it's strong direct powerful, unturning away kind. Makes a powerfully connection if you let it.
Anti-fear mod wise they had this heavy set guy that works at my job got a pretty dancer girl friend and very funny. So despite him being very over weight he dose well with the girls at my job. He likes to test people while making it a joke. So wit the new anit-fear mod normally I'd stay out of is away let him have his away since I'm new. He got to joking around acting tough and I turned on the eye-contact and did the same and if nothing else he got the idea that I'm wasn't going to be pushed around by him. That was unusual cause most of the time I'm pretty easy going and avoid conflict. In fact now I just deal with with no backing down.
(evening)
Back out at the store, had this too girls sisters maybe one of this was deep strong eye-contact like so many today she was nice, even smile and spoke something I couldn't understand it cause I think she was shy, but keep looking at me. Anyway I just kept running into them all over the store with it seeming like she made every effort for her to be around or get me to look at her back. This continued even to the checkout line.
Well have to see what is to become of all this celebrity effect as it is about the same as in 3.2 just happening much faster and with more consitanty and a lot more eye-contact. I've been off dmsi for a while now so I had forgot how powerful the celbery effect is. I will say that's so far are off to a good start as the same in 3.2 I'm getting attention we'll see if I get more than just looks and if any one actually initiates something.
One last thing I did notice it's been quite some time since dancer has talked about my place or getting it ready for guests. When she did visit she noticed pretty much everything in my whole house. So she had give me some tips on keeping up the place. So it did come as a supprise when she mentioned my place again out of the blue, maybe something subconscious reason behind it maybe nothing we'll see
