12-09-2018, 11:51 PM
(This post was last modified: 12-09-2018, 11:56 PM by Shadow2200.)
Day 3 DMSI 3.3D Hybrid
Was ok day my nurse friend at my meeting was talking to me a lot more. Usually she won't talk to me in front of her other guy friend she likes Today was different several times you made a effort to come around me and me some conversation. Which is a important. Latter after the meeting I stopped in the store for a bit buy some cards for Christmas etc there was a heavy set young girl in front of me in line at the check out just keep looking back at me for no reason. I was like what's her deal, then I got to think maybe the aura is having a effect on her. Maybe a possibility. Other than that I have noticed a bit less fear in everyday interactions and more open to try things that usually I'd be more afraid to do.
Mean while after the meeting I saw the meeting dancer was at she's putting a lot of effort in trying to put her other man back together and make it look like they a happy couple which is far form the case. That be said the issue believe it or not isn't the fact her other man, since she rarely sees him. The problem is which I didn't see coming is that she made a younger girl her new best friend and between her and her boss friend and her kids she has she has totally filled all her free time up between them. Now their remains no time for me and hanging out with her one on one and is a major problem. I've let her know how I felt about spending more time with her and she still wants to joggle me around between the 4 of them and usually I end up being at the bottom of the deck. This of course will have to change because differently with this no anti-fear I feeling no problem walking away from this bad situation. The only thing left is how to do it in a graceful way.
Was ok day my nurse friend at my meeting was talking to me a lot more. Usually she won't talk to me in front of her other guy friend she likes Today was different several times you made a effort to come around me and me some conversation. Which is a important. Latter after the meeting I stopped in the store for a bit buy some cards for Christmas etc there was a heavy set young girl in front of me in line at the check out just keep looking back at me for no reason. I was like what's her deal, then I got to think maybe the aura is having a effect on her. Maybe a possibility. Other than that I have noticed a bit less fear in everyday interactions and more open to try things that usually I'd be more afraid to do.
Mean while after the meeting I saw the meeting dancer was at she's putting a lot of effort in trying to put her other man back together and make it look like they a happy couple which is far form the case. That be said the issue believe it or not isn't the fact her other man, since she rarely sees him. The problem is which I didn't see coming is that she made a younger girl her new best friend and between her and her boss friend and her kids she has she has totally filled all her free time up between them. Now their remains no time for me and hanging out with her one on one and is a major problem. I've let her know how I felt about spending more time with her and she still wants to joggle me around between the 4 of them and usually I end up being at the bottom of the deck. This of course will have to change because differently with this no anti-fear I feeling no problem walking away from this bad situation. The only thing left is how to do it in a graceful way.
