12-08-2018, 02:34 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-08-2018, 02:55 AM by ianmarconi.)
Day 28:
The sub is going strong, having a lot of "high on life" moments. Started the job i wanted (visualized a lot working on this specific job), it's quite challenging since is a high-end clothing store and i have to be on the top of my game. Two days ago my training was over and i was selling for the first time when a client entered and she bought like 20 units of clothes (the average is 1-3 per sale) which generated a huge bill, everyone was super impressed and the manager was happy as fuck lol I also visualized that. So, the Law Of Attraction really works.
I noticed that people are extra nice to me, when i walk on the street everyone stares at me, most look down when looking into my eyes, it's kind of a celebrity aura, super weird but i am loving it. Feeling confident lately, waking up early without even trying, growing in ambition, positivity etc.
I am cleaning up my diet, staying away from drugs and alcohol which is optimizing my brain and wellbeing with nice energy levels although i can't sleep as much as i am used to because of the waking up early thing(5-6am). Feeling smart, as though i believe more in my ability to succeed at everything.
Yesterday i fucked up my diet, went to my usual vegan restaurant but was packed so i bounced looking for another place to eat, i failed to find a healthy place and i decided to go for junk food. I ate at KFC and went to work, a couple hours later my brain just SHUT DOWN, i had a huge brain fog, sleepy, anxious and dumb. I already knew the effect of fucking up my diet has on my brain but this time was so obvious, especially compared to previous days of work that i was able to have a good performance (energy, sharp, good mood) but when i ate junk food i worked like 20% of capacity. Later i decided to fuck up MORE to have an even bigger impact so i could have a stronger insight (this is how i generated my best insights throughout my life, by fucking up more and just being aware of the effects) so i ant a big meal at McDonald's and as i ate and observed people around me eating similar things, i had the realization that if i want to rise above this average shitty life i have to do what the average joe doesn't do. If the average person does something, it's a generally good principle to do the OPPOSITE. As i was observing i thought to myself: man, those people look miserable as fuck, just plain brain dead, lacking all sorts of positive traits like aliveness, ambition, happiness, hunger for success and a deep life purpose.
Man, i just can't imagine a big achiever acting like that. Today i woke just plain NUMB, huge brain fog, lacking motivation, anxious, zero focus/concentration, just awful.
It is fucking hard to have a strong determination and be your own guide into this huge pile of shit that i call the average person life. I just don't know anyone in person that i could get along to succeed at life. All i have is internet role models (thank GOD for them) so is difficult to keep on the track since i am walking mostly alone while everyone is going the opposite side calling and seducing me every step of the way.
FUCK THIS SHIT. I am fucking tired of the average life, i want to unleash all my potential, i want to do extraordinary things, i want to be an inspiration for others like me that need a light to guide them out of the sea of shit. 100% commitment, i am a leader, i am my own inspiration.
My job contract is for 45 days and at the end, i will finally be able to buy a big program like AM6 or BASE. It's a really tough decision. I need them both but i am tending to start with BASE since getting financially independent and venture into entrepreneurship is an urgent thing for me BUT at the same time, AM6 will build a strong foundation (i don't really see myself as a MAN and i would love to get naturally good with women as one of my main goals is to develop my game and be able to approach any girl, any time, anywhere with confidence) and lots of people report huge improvements in their financial life, career etc. I have some time to decide and would love some suggestions.
The sub is going strong, having a lot of "high on life" moments. Started the job i wanted (visualized a lot working on this specific job), it's quite challenging since is a high-end clothing store and i have to be on the top of my game. Two days ago my training was over and i was selling for the first time when a client entered and she bought like 20 units of clothes (the average is 1-3 per sale) which generated a huge bill, everyone was super impressed and the manager was happy as fuck lol I also visualized that. So, the Law Of Attraction really works.
I noticed that people are extra nice to me, when i walk on the street everyone stares at me, most look down when looking into my eyes, it's kind of a celebrity aura, super weird but i am loving it. Feeling confident lately, waking up early without even trying, growing in ambition, positivity etc.
I am cleaning up my diet, staying away from drugs and alcohol which is optimizing my brain and wellbeing with nice energy levels although i can't sleep as much as i am used to because of the waking up early thing(5-6am). Feeling smart, as though i believe more in my ability to succeed at everything.
Yesterday i fucked up my diet, went to my usual vegan restaurant but was packed so i bounced looking for another place to eat, i failed to find a healthy place and i decided to go for junk food. I ate at KFC and went to work, a couple hours later my brain just SHUT DOWN, i had a huge brain fog, sleepy, anxious and dumb. I already knew the effect of fucking up my diet has on my brain but this time was so obvious, especially compared to previous days of work that i was able to have a good performance (energy, sharp, good mood) but when i ate junk food i worked like 20% of capacity. Later i decided to fuck up MORE to have an even bigger impact so i could have a stronger insight (this is how i generated my best insights throughout my life, by fucking up more and just being aware of the effects) so i ant a big meal at McDonald's and as i ate and observed people around me eating similar things, i had the realization that if i want to rise above this average shitty life i have to do what the average joe doesn't do. If the average person does something, it's a generally good principle to do the OPPOSITE. As i was observing i thought to myself: man, those people look miserable as fuck, just plain brain dead, lacking all sorts of positive traits like aliveness, ambition, happiness, hunger for success and a deep life purpose.
Man, i just can't imagine a big achiever acting like that. Today i woke just plain NUMB, huge brain fog, lacking motivation, anxious, zero focus/concentration, just awful.
It is fucking hard to have a strong determination and be your own guide into this huge pile of shit that i call the average person life. I just don't know anyone in person that i could get along to succeed at life. All i have is internet role models (thank GOD for them) so is difficult to keep on the track since i am walking mostly alone while everyone is going the opposite side calling and seducing me every step of the way.
FUCK THIS SHIT. I am fucking tired of the average life, i want to unleash all my potential, i want to do extraordinary things, i want to be an inspiration for others like me that need a light to guide them out of the sea of shit. 100% commitment, i am a leader, i am my own inspiration.
My job contract is for 45 days and at the end, i will finally be able to buy a big program like AM6 or BASE. It's a really tough decision. I need them both but i am tending to start with BASE since getting financially independent and venture into entrepreneurship is an urgent thing for me BUT at the same time, AM6 will build a strong foundation (i don't really see myself as a MAN and i would love to get naturally good with women as one of my main goals is to develop my game and be able to approach any girl, any time, anywhere with confidence) and lots of people report huge improvements in their financial life, career etc. I have some time to decide and would love some suggestions.
