Today is my last stage 4 day. Tonight, when I go to bed, I'll flip to Stage 5.
So here is my stage 4 impression... I got a rough month and yes this undoubtedly influence my perception. All in all, rough times have been easier to deal with... That alone was a huge test on my alphaness...
Beside that, not much to report... The behavior changes have been smooth and not that obvious BUT... I must admit that since the last few weeks, more often than otherwise, I get the outcome that I desire when I deal with others... This is huge... and this is by definition what being an alpha male is....
This week, I got a very interesting insight about women psychology... Monday, a new girl just joined the gym... She is very hot.. very young and she basically has a cheerleader body (my 2 female buddies own words).
My 2 female friends started to gossip about the new girl. She is superficial... she is this and that... Basically, they felt insecure, threatened and were trying to lower down the new girl value... I was blown away by that because yes the new girl is really hot but these 2 women by my standard are very very nice too (in fact, I have been talking many times about the hot young blonde babe in my DMSI journal and this one too). I was describing the blonde girl as my ideal woman physical embodiment... Maybe she did drop a little bit in my perception (AM effect?) but she is still very hot....
The important takeaway is that even hot women have insecurities... they are just normal person that may or may not have a high self-esteem even if she is very hot...
To end the anecdote with the new cheerleader body girl at the gym... This new girl was keeping looking at me and she was smiling at me.... At the end of the class, she did bump into me and we did talk a bit and over her shoulder, I could see the 2 other girls looking at us...
idk, but I feel that some attraction/preselection/jealousy plot is getting installed...
I'm having a Christmas party this saterday at the gym... This is going to be interesting to find out what happens to those social interaction when some alcohol is poured in the mix........
I'm looking forward it (and I'll start exhibit Stage 5 behavior!)
So here is my stage 4 impression... I got a rough month and yes this undoubtedly influence my perception. All in all, rough times have been easier to deal with... That alone was a huge test on my alphaness...
Beside that, not much to report... The behavior changes have been smooth and not that obvious BUT... I must admit that since the last few weeks, more often than otherwise, I get the outcome that I desire when I deal with others... This is huge... and this is by definition what being an alpha male is....
This week, I got a very interesting insight about women psychology... Monday, a new girl just joined the gym... She is very hot.. very young and she basically has a cheerleader body (my 2 female buddies own words).
My 2 female friends started to gossip about the new girl. She is superficial... she is this and that... Basically, they felt insecure, threatened and were trying to lower down the new girl value... I was blown away by that because yes the new girl is really hot but these 2 women by my standard are very very nice too (in fact, I have been talking many times about the hot young blonde babe in my DMSI journal and this one too). I was describing the blonde girl as my ideal woman physical embodiment... Maybe she did drop a little bit in my perception (AM effect?) but she is still very hot....
The important takeaway is that even hot women have insecurities... they are just normal person that may or may not have a high self-esteem even if she is very hot...
To end the anecdote with the new cheerleader body girl at the gym... This new girl was keeping looking at me and she was smiling at me.... At the end of the class, she did bump into me and we did talk a bit and over her shoulder, I could see the 2 other girls looking at us...
idk, but I feel that some attraction/preselection/jealousy plot is getting installed...
I'm having a Christmas party this saterday at the gym... This is going to be interesting to find out what happens to those social interaction when some alcohol is poured in the mix........
I'm looking forward it (and I'll start exhibit Stage 5 behavior!)
