AbyssRockstarXXX

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This is most likely my last post/thread until the end of Sex Magnet
at which point I will give a testimonial. I'm super busy these days and have to make
the conscious decision not to get caught up in monitoring the set and whats going on with who-although
it is always fascinating and fun..even if I don't respond-I know whats going on with everybody

I was pretty much expecting stage 6 to be more of the same in general disappointment and was in all honesty seriously prepared to ask for a refund by the end of it...BUT things have changed in ways I can never go back. The sub is may not be entirely responsible but it certainly a huge piece. To describe these changes in full would be monumental so I will say this..
Everything I have ever desired with woman is coming true and more and more every day..
I feel so amazing all the time its ridiculous..my willpower and motivation have shot through the roof, a sense of indomitable confidence, adventure, and willingness has permeated me from wake to sleep the last 5 days straight and I can tell their is no going back-its a choice now-why would I..? I have two new awesome jobs and when I go out at night, I went out three nights, woman bump into me on purpose, start dancing with me, each night at least 2 times PER NIGHT-'bombshell' woman were grabbing my face and making out with me, when I sat down to talk to this gorgeous girl, she looks at me and says that I "look like her x-boyfriend..no wait... you are way more handsome" and her friend walking by grabs me and goes "god..your good looking". And the best part is- it doesn't matter- it feels normal to me and so expected-connecting with woman and getting physical feels totally natural and normal-there's been a click in terms of understanding indifference-I'm committed to results-I EXPECT results-but I'm not attached to them+ I feel so worthwhile and attractive to myself it seems impossible for most woman to contain themselves-in my mind it's like "how can it not happen..its impossible for anything but us to wind up together if I want". I also am clicking into not waiting for ANYTHING-everything I want I feel I can just make happen-through simple steps ..and I can already feel another click taking place-in the past, once I wanted something/chose it-or when I like a particular woman-I feel like it/she alluded me-now it feels like what I choose-I have or get very quickly. Anyway if this is the end stage of SM 1 I am super excited for the end stage of SM 2, haha, or even woman magnet...I should probably ALpha up first- choices-choices... but am going to miss this on an ALpha set-or maybe it will be there all the way through Alpha and better.
I can't believe its only been five days...even IF this was a high spike point-which it isn't-the core has been revealed-and the set has proved its worth
Shannon-some bitching and complaining was needed on my part-but in the end-(because there was quite some hell for several months) a success.

Dante did need to descend the depths of hell to reach paradise-so it is with some six stage sets


best of luck to all of you!

Just sounds brutal. I am so looking forward to SM!