11-19-2018, 03:01 PM
I think that E2 is giving me the opportunity to learn the unconditional love that I need to have towards myself, that I never learned how to do from my mother. I realize how critical I have been toward myself, and how many roadblocks there have between me and what I really want with life. E2 is showing me that it's OK to listen to myself and what I want, that I deserve the be heard by myself, and listened to. I really believe that will E2 (and maybe E3 further along the road) I will be able to like myself in a way I always wanted but never knew how to do, and that I will allow myself to find a life that I will be happy living, for myself (which is still a pretty strange concept to me).