My self talk has changed since I got the last rejection notice. It’s become a lot more positive and a lot more powerful. There’s a lot more feeling to it too. It’s also become a lot less fit for printing or broadcasting. I sound like a weird combination of a Marine DI and a new agey motivational speaker. “I AM A M/&$$/!KING WARRIOR!! SETBACKS DONT STOP ME, I CRUSH MY WAY RIGHT THROUGH THE /$
KING \£|>£|!S!!!). I’ve even been compelled to say some of it out loud at myself in the mirror. (Go ahead and laugh, I did.). Thing is, when I do that, I really feel it, there is emotion and determination behind it.
This evening before work I felt tired, but was able to kind of push through it and have lots of energy, at least act energetic anyway. I usually feel wiped before going in for my last night of the work week.
In other news I am just finishing my second loop of USLM 3. So far, it feels relaxing. Not what I expected.
KING \£|>£|!S!!!). I’ve even been compelled to say some of it out loud at myself in the mirror. (Go ahead and laugh, I did.). Thing is, when I do that, I really feel it, there is emotion and determination behind it.This evening before work I felt tired, but was able to kind of push through it and have lots of energy, at least act energetic anyway. I usually feel wiped before going in for my last night of the work week.
In other news I am just finishing my second loop of USLM 3. So far, it feels relaxing. Not what I expected.
