11-06-2018, 03:47 AM
Ok at this point I'm 90% convinced I'm being affected by USLM3.
First I found myself thinking about failure based patterns. How my whole life has been me worrying about screwing up or being "just good enough" to get by. I woke up today and felt that had to change. No more anticipating failure. No more devaluing myself compared to other people. I realized the power of setting the mind in a certain direction and mine has never been fine tuned for success. Always prevention of potential disasters.
Second I found myself asking myself what I really wanted. I've been around a lot of people that just struggle in life. I grew up with the mentality that you find a job you can tolerate and make the most of it. But now I'm seeing how I limit myself. Why not live financially comfortable, pursue my passions, and live a life of abundance? I know for me there's always been fear surrounding success or being a successful person. I always felt it wasn't for me, like some people are lucky and I just have to be humble and live on the lower end. There's no virtue in being poor, despite that message being broadcast through a lot of media.
Third, I'm meditating more and engaging in visualization of my goals. This has always been something I've wanted to do since reading about loa and manifesting, but something always stopped me. Maybe in the back of my mind I felt it was impossible or a waste of time, mostly a product of fear. I've realized a lot of these hopeless or impossible feelings I had in the past were just a manifestation of fear. Shannon is right, fear stands in the way of so much it's unbelievable.
I'm also wondering if USLM3 clears out the fear that was preventing execution of dmsi if there will be some overlap with that. At this point I do believe dmsi has caused a permanent shift in my mindset, but there was always that part holding back. It'll be interesting to see how it unfolds.
First I found myself thinking about failure based patterns. How my whole life has been me worrying about screwing up or being "just good enough" to get by. I woke up today and felt that had to change. No more anticipating failure. No more devaluing myself compared to other people. I realized the power of setting the mind in a certain direction and mine has never been fine tuned for success. Always prevention of potential disasters.
Second I found myself asking myself what I really wanted. I've been around a lot of people that just struggle in life. I grew up with the mentality that you find a job you can tolerate and make the most of it. But now I'm seeing how I limit myself. Why not live financially comfortable, pursue my passions, and live a life of abundance? I know for me there's always been fear surrounding success or being a successful person. I always felt it wasn't for me, like some people are lucky and I just have to be humble and live on the lower end. There's no virtue in being poor, despite that message being broadcast through a lot of media.
Third, I'm meditating more and engaging in visualization of my goals. This has always been something I've wanted to do since reading about loa and manifesting, but something always stopped me. Maybe in the back of my mind I felt it was impossible or a waste of time, mostly a product of fear. I've realized a lot of these hopeless or impossible feelings I had in the past were just a manifestation of fear. Shannon is right, fear stands in the way of so much it's unbelievable.
I'm also wondering if USLM3 clears out the fear that was preventing execution of dmsi if there will be some overlap with that. At this point I do believe dmsi has caused a permanent shift in my mindset, but there was always that part holding back. It'll be interesting to see how it unfolds.
INFP
