Today was my first Stage 4 day.
First, in a nutshell, here are my Stage 3 takeaway:
- Strong state control
- Something stronger concerning self-esteem. It is self-acceptance. I am accepting the feelings that I have for others. Especially the sexual ones torward women...
- more assertive voice
I haven't seen much people today except when I went to the gym.
It is weird the impression that I was having. It was like everyone was liking/loving me... I had the feeling that despite me saying banalities, the people that I was talking with were fascinated by what I was saying... I'll be careful with that feeling... But I was feeling like: Yeah, I'm the shit.. I'm so cool. People admire me when I tell them stuff...
It was a bit surreal but at the same time EXACTLY how my first Stage 4 day has been.... I love the first few days of any new stage... This is when the program magic is the strongest...
First, in a nutshell, here are my Stage 3 takeaway:
- Strong state control
- Something stronger concerning self-esteem. It is self-acceptance. I am accepting the feelings that I have for others. Especially the sexual ones torward women...
- more assertive voice
I haven't seen much people today except when I went to the gym.
It is weird the impression that I was having. It was like everyone was liking/loving me... I had the feeling that despite me saying banalities, the people that I was talking with were fascinated by what I was saying... I'll be careful with that feeling... But I was feeling like: Yeah, I'm the shit.. I'm so cool. People admire me when I tell them stuff...
It was a bit surreal but at the same time EXACTLY how my first Stage 4 day has been.... I love the first few days of any new stage... This is when the program magic is the strongest...
