Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

Bad news for DMSI users.

Same shit happened before 3.2’s release iirc

Indeed. I doubt that the building of the sub will be started before 20 November. I hope I’m wrong though. Seems like there are always delays with everything the past couple years

There is a good reason for why these delays have been happening for the last 2-3 years.

The cycle that was affecting me last year and the year before? Well I was wrong. It didn't end, I only got a break of about 2 months from it before it did something I have never seen before... it came back for a 4th pass.

I didn't want to mention this because of the people who don't "believe in" the cycle and can't wrap their heads around the fact that things happen sometimes whether or not you "believe in" them.

The bad news is, we're still under that influence. Should have been apparent given the theme of failure, frustration, delay.

The good news is, it will finally be going away fully on the 27th of December. And it will be gone until 2025.

So yea, I'm doing my best under the circumstances, and that's why I am focusing so much on and using USLM so much. I can't afford to fail, or just sit and wait, and getting frustrated doesn't help.

So y'all who are getting upset because DMSI isn't going fast enough, just deal with it. I can't do anything about that right now more than what I'm doing. It'll be done when it's done. I have to build USLM3 right now.

Funny how that cycle keeps appearing....

This is exactly what I was talking about in the bold above. Always someone has to make a dig, or a criticism, or think I'm clueless or delusional or stupid or some other crap, because they don't experience it themselves and they "don't believe in it".

Well it's real and we're all gonna deal with it. The board losing it's mind and having all those people banned was one of the effects it had at it's worst, so it obviously wasn't affecting me alone.

I already said that I had never seen it go past three passes before, and finding out that there was a fourth pass did not please me at all. But it's not like I'm imagining this. I'm not "placebo"ing this into existence. I'm not making up bullshit excuses to slack off.

I'm really tired of getting shit all over, for YEARS at a time, by this influence, and having the final insult be that everyone around me thinks I'm clueless or delusional or stupid or some other crap, because they don't experience it themselves and they "don't believe in it".

Not that it would matter to those of you, but you don't have a clue about even half of what this cycle has done to me, my house, my car, my family, my life, my girlfriend, my relationships or my business. The fact that IML still exists is amazing to me, honestly, and it wouldn't if I didn't have some of these subs to get me through.

So please, if you have your skepticism, or some sort of snarky comment or whatever, be kind to what is left of me after three plus YEARS of this shit and keep it to yourself. I don't need any more crap to deal with.