10-28-2018, 09:45 AM
Ran B 6 loops 3.2 this morning.
I just read in Shannon's journal discussion the posts about emotion and being mentally already there. It does explain the "heels in the sand"kind of feeling/sense.
I feel B pushing me agressively now. guys being rude, but this comes with it, I love it and welcome it. women fall in trance around me/love with me/are beaming strong IOIs and Im a Cheeky mofo, so I seduce in the talk. I can push it further but am never aware of that step so to say in the moment, its like theyre moth to the flame, suckingling up the juices..
I can, but the circumstances... Also, Reality bending bends situations so it lines up for sex. internals improving hard last couple of weeks, its like my social brakes are gone, ingibition very mujch gone.
each realisation is wiped out again, like its already old again, evolution.
Im seeing this planet as a huge garden, or, rotating mudball if you want to call that. psychic connections are high as fuck, intuition, interaction skyrocketed. Today i felt myself stretching out, and vibrating. It was like my awareness expanded to the highests Heights, but also, very much in tune with the fabric of existence, atoms, the light and driving force within. I brought tears to my eyes, to be so unconditional gratefull. like wtf. With some members along my journey I have disclosed rule4 through pm.
Im feeling likesomething has been whiped out, and now im a brand new.
Wherever I go, women show interest, more agressively then before. And Im like, radiating the DMSi goods, being confident, amused, cocky, whatever. I find myself leaning in at times, but thats more of an "breaking in their space", because, IDGAF. and im amused by it, claiming it. not entitled, not really deserved or something, but something more authentic. its just, I do, with an huge demeanor and attitude, and they love it. then again, there is also them leaning in, locking eyes from beneath and looking up like a puppy.
Like right now, im feeling way to good to even give a fuck about this all, ts natural, normal even. like my reality at this point.
I do need to shortcircuit this nofap thing. pmo happening way to much even tho im quickly re-fuelled.
Also, am thinking about going vegetarian. dont ask me why, its all about the improvement and higher vibes now for me at this point. almost like the hippie area and liberated seks.
Im also more and more growing and shifting to the "lover not friend" mindframe. Like my new default. instinct. Tho, the whole friend thing can be played off seductively. Tbh, I have lots to consider at this point in a good natured fashion.
I just read in Shannon's journal discussion the posts about emotion and being mentally already there. It does explain the "heels in the sand"kind of feeling/sense.
I feel B pushing me agressively now. guys being rude, but this comes with it, I love it and welcome it. women fall in trance around me/love with me/are beaming strong IOIs and Im a Cheeky mofo, so I seduce in the talk. I can push it further but am never aware of that step so to say in the moment, its like theyre moth to the flame, suckingling up the juices..
I can, but the circumstances... Also, Reality bending bends situations so it lines up for sex. internals improving hard last couple of weeks, its like my social brakes are gone, ingibition very mujch gone.
each realisation is wiped out again, like its already old again, evolution.
Im seeing this planet as a huge garden, or, rotating mudball if you want to call that. psychic connections are high as fuck, intuition, interaction skyrocketed. Today i felt myself stretching out, and vibrating. It was like my awareness expanded to the highests Heights, but also, very much in tune with the fabric of existence, atoms, the light and driving force within. I brought tears to my eyes, to be so unconditional gratefull. like wtf. With some members along my journey I have disclosed rule4 through pm.
Im feeling likesomething has been whiped out, and now im a brand new.
Wherever I go, women show interest, more agressively then before. And Im like, radiating the DMSi goods, being confident, amused, cocky, whatever. I find myself leaning in at times, but thats more of an "breaking in their space", because, IDGAF. and im amused by it, claiming it. not entitled, not really deserved or something, but something more authentic. its just, I do, with an huge demeanor and attitude, and they love it. then again, there is also them leaning in, locking eyes from beneath and looking up like a puppy.
Like right now, im feeling way to good to even give a fuck about this all, ts natural, normal even. like my reality at this point.
I do need to shortcircuit this nofap thing. pmo happening way to much even tho im quickly re-fuelled.
Also, am thinking about going vegetarian. dont ask me why, its all about the improvement and higher vibes now for me at this point. almost like the hippie area and liberated seks.
Im also more and more growing and shifting to the "lover not friend" mindframe. Like my new default. instinct. Tho, the whole friend thing can be played off seductively. Tbh, I have lots to consider at this point in a good natured fashion.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
