10-21-2018, 05:15 AM
Had a dream last night. I was sitting around a table with greedy/sociopathic business types of individuals. A few of the guys had to watch what they said and were just brown nosers. Reminded me a bit of American Psycho. For some reason I was at this table. But then someone showed up and told me to follow them and I left. I ended up on this deck overlooking a huge waterfall surrounded by nature. I started tearing up. Then I woke up and I was still crying at the beauty of it.
If I had to guess I'm sick of my work environment and the obsession with money and profit. Even though I just do IT work, I get roped into that a lot because when things are down or not working right they lose money. And I don't feel like being in that high pressure environment anymore. The dream was symbolic of two different lifestyles. The one I'm leading now and the one I could be leading. It doesn't necessarily mean I need to move to some remote location in the woods, it's more like it represents what really matters in my world and the type of things I want to surround myself with.
If I had to guess I'm sick of my work environment and the obsession with money and profit. Even though I just do IT work, I get roped into that a lot because when things are down or not working right they lose money. And I don't feel like being in that high pressure environment anymore. The dream was symbolic of two different lifestyles. The one I'm leading now and the one I could be leading. It doesn't necessarily mean I need to move to some remote location in the woods, it's more like it represents what really matters in my world and the type of things I want to surround myself with.
INFP
