10-18-2018, 06:26 AM
My dreams are more seductive in nature. I also am pretty sure Shannons subs kill any social anxiety. Still feel the world can be fully my oyster, seducing, being seduced but am also deep in tune with the process. Great experience making. Im more and more aware of hangups and issues.
I dreamed about russian girl V being naked, aswell having dreams of being in a group/team with people involving me and telling me stuff. She was hooked. Im constantly feeling in a state of being seduced, relaxed and chill aswell. ( RFM?)
Like Duke.Togo had coined in the past. Money and women are a mistress to be tamed. It clicked a couple of days ago, accompanied with a huge sense of self-esteem, value and worth. I am the prize, the brand, im the guy.
Strong player vibes. Real open and fun baseline.
Im still reading into social places. Like club, bar, places, what energy, what frame. What social rules are playing ( insight in advantage ) callibration. Then again, I love having fun, being that guy.
I want to have my social hangups to dissolve further. At times, im having brainfrog and "shutdown" responses still, while being around people. It pretty much a trust issue. Like it depends which people are around. I can be king of the world, dont care kind of guy, but also, "I cant be arsed" like social inward fully meeting with a sense of confusion and overwhelm.
In conclusion, im feeling more and more like being on a low high quality mdma trip with any outcome dependence being destroyed and meeting designed goals. Its so so beautiful.
I dreamed about russian girl V being naked, aswell having dreams of being in a group/team with people involving me and telling me stuff. She was hooked. Im constantly feeling in a state of being seduced, relaxed and chill aswell. ( RFM?)
Like Duke.Togo had coined in the past. Money and women are a mistress to be tamed. It clicked a couple of days ago, accompanied with a huge sense of self-esteem, value and worth. I am the prize, the brand, im the guy.
Strong player vibes. Real open and fun baseline.
Im still reading into social places. Like club, bar, places, what energy, what frame. What social rules are playing ( insight in advantage ) callibration. Then again, I love having fun, being that guy.
I want to have my social hangups to dissolve further. At times, im having brainfrog and "shutdown" responses still, while being around people. It pretty much a trust issue. Like it depends which people are around. I can be king of the world, dont care kind of guy, but also, "I cant be arsed" like social inward fully meeting with a sense of confusion and overwhelm.
In conclusion, im feeling more and more like being on a low high quality mdma trip with any outcome dependence being destroyed and meeting designed goals. Its so so beautiful.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
