Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

I’m realizing it more and more- I guess it’s starting to be touched upon (how would I really know if it’s affecting those things?)

You would see changes that would make sense to be resulting from it.

Another thing is since I started USLM1 I started playing lotto games here and there. One thing I’ve noticed is that there are parts of me that are absolutely terrified of winning- some part of me let’s out a sigh of relief every time it sees that I have not won.

And I’m of the mind that all that’s really standing in between me and winning big is that part of me- as if it’s as simple as turning off, removing or replacing that part of myself- so winning feels very close yet far away, something I find to be very frustrating

That is a very odd response. I wonder what you are afraid of concerning winning?