10-15-2018, 10:58 AM
I had a strange experience after my first day USLM2. In the past when I was with girls and got aroused usually some fear came up that they may feel it and may feel offended by that feeling. Today in the morning I got close to attractive girls and started to get the same feeling. But then the fear was somehow shut down but also any other emotion I have had and for the first half of the day I couldn't get any feelings in terms of girls and if I started to feel something then it was shutdown almost the same moment. But now my feelings seem to be back. It was still strange.
Other than that, when I yesterday bought something on Amazon I noticed that one of the articles on my wishlist got a discount of 15% until that day, so I got a really good deal. Today in the canteen I decided to take the expensive meal. First I didn't only got one steak, I got two. And then on the checkout they only charged me for the cheap meal. And an hour ago or so I got a book for free on Amazon which was of my interest.
Regarding USLM1 I started version A after about two weeks, because all the unpleasant, little accidents became more and more on B up to the point where nothing positive happened, just the negative things. That changed on A almost immediately. I think I didn't notice that many things happening like on B, but the downsites were gone for good. At that time I also felt encouraged to start experiment with listening patterns and it seems like I did better than with standard patterns. Some kind of slow but steady progress. I also started to tolerate hybrid tracks better that way which lead in the past almost immediately to stonewalling. The most prominent thing I got on v1 was an offer for taking further business training at company cost. There was also something else important, but that's still in process, so I don't want to mention.
Other than that, when I yesterday bought something on Amazon I noticed that one of the articles on my wishlist got a discount of 15% until that day, so I got a really good deal. Today in the canteen I decided to take the expensive meal. First I didn't only got one steak, I got two. And then on the checkout they only charged me for the cheap meal. And an hour ago or so I got a book for free on Amazon which was of my interest.
Regarding USLM1 I started version A after about two weeks, because all the unpleasant, little accidents became more and more on B up to the point where nothing positive happened, just the negative things. That changed on A almost immediately. I think I didn't notice that many things happening like on B, but the downsites were gone for good. At that time I also felt encouraged to start experiment with listening patterns and it seems like I did better than with standard patterns. Some kind of slow but steady progress. I also started to tolerate hybrid tracks better that way which lead in the past almost immediately to stonewalling. The most prominent thing I got on v1 was an offer for taking further business training at company cost. There was also something else important, but that's still in process, so I don't want to mention.
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
