Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

@Shannon

I'm running the Maximum Learning Speed program 5.5G now for 3 weeks. Just 4 loops every other day, and I have noticed that I tend to procrastinate, wasting time this week is my exam week midterm finals and I failed one exam already... Is it possible that i'm stone walling again? Or resisting this sub?

I deleted all my social media accounts, no youtube, no internet surfing, those are my procrastination triggers, so i'm doing everything I can to stay focussed on studying.

What can I do to improve this? Is it possible to increase loops to 8 during the night instead of 4? 4 loops seems way to little for me... Or maybe adjusting ASRB to listening every day?

Or do I need some patience and let the program run for at least 3 months until I can decide what to do?

Thanks in advance !

People with Maximum Learning Speed experience, please feel free to chime in.

I'm into a month and a half on MLS and sometimes I see progress, which can be very subtle. I think I'm still healing and clearing the garbage from my early life. Here is a post from Shannon that I saved for the purpose of understanding how MLS should work. Shannon's comment on your post should also help you and me of knowing why we are resisting. I've had a few epiphanies on MLS that seemed like the ones I had on DMSI. I've been having crazy weird dreams as well. The dreams are not as frequent as they were on DMSI though.

1. Initial impact. This may range from almost no response for resistant pains in the butt to "Holy cow, I'm limitless!" You may also experience detoxing effects and an increased need for sleep.
2. Throttle back. This is after initial impact and results because the clearing & healing starts to kick in and take focus. You may also experience detoxing and brain adjustment effects, increased hunger over normal and increased need for sleep.
3. Healing & Clearing. During this period, the focus is of course on healing and clearing and you may experience all the goodies that go with it. Learning, etc. may be present or may not. It will depend on how much you are focused in H&C and how much you are trying to resist the process. During this time. You may also experience detoxing and brain adjustment effects, increased hunger over normal and increased need for sleep.
4. Maximum Learning Speed & Focus. This is where the rubber meets the road. This is where the BS has been cleared out, and you're now free to ride down that highway you bought the program to ride down. This may take time to gear up, as the brain may be healing and optimizing for months. I would expect that the program would need 3 to 9 months to finish brain healing and optimizing. During this phase, you will become accustomed to higher intellectual capacity, greater acuity of awareness, faster thinking and processing abilities and better memory and processing abilities than you had before, and it may seem as if you have always been able to do this. You may also experience increased hunger over normal, and increased (but lessening) need for sleep.

Adding to my post:

This journey of self development frustrates and scares me. I'm 32 right now and mentally behind most of my fellow peers. I haven't had any successful relationship. I've had sex rarely and now going through an over three year dry spell. I don't know what the heck I'm doing with my life. I'm not sure where I'm headed. I don't know what the future holds.

Unfortunately, a lot of people have what I call a Self Supporting, Self Regenerative Web of Interrelated Issues. (SSRWII) This was something I first discovered with working on weight loss. You guys are describing it here too. There is a solution, and it is coming, but we are not finished achieving that goal yet. FRM is a huge step forward on that, and when it is finished, it will be at least half of the solution.

Don't give up hope.