Update1:
Since coming home, I ate, chilled, relaxed and fapped. I believe that when I eat after coming in from outside, my drive is low, and my desire to relax in comfort is high.
I seem to need/require around 2-4hours of time including eating time to fully relax and rejuvenate.
It is during this time that I feel the worst for procrastinating but really I should realise that I need this time to just relax and be one with myself perhaps.
Anyway I did some productive things today since coming home which is contact a health practitioner, to see him this week. ive been avoiding it because the journey this time wont be made by me in a taxi but via public transport to save money and thus seems painful hence procrastinate upon it.
I also emailed an online personal trainer I have been in talks with to start with and now finally pushed myself to do it so that there is no procrastination on this.
I however am not making any progress, these are just things I have been delaying and delaying and today had to just start irrespective of how the sub works or not.
Still waiting for that moment the 5loops kicks in.
no fap should really be in this sub I think and all other delaying avoidance tactics.
Since coming home, I ate, chilled, relaxed and fapped. I believe that when I eat after coming in from outside, my drive is low, and my desire to relax in comfort is high.
I seem to need/require around 2-4hours of time including eating time to fully relax and rejuvenate.
It is during this time that I feel the worst for procrastinating but really I should realise that I need this time to just relax and be one with myself perhaps.
Anyway I did some productive things today since coming home which is contact a health practitioner, to see him this week. ive been avoiding it because the journey this time wont be made by me in a taxi but via public transport to save money and thus seems painful hence procrastinate upon it.
I also emailed an online personal trainer I have been in talks with to start with and now finally pushed myself to do it so that there is no procrastination on this.
I however am not making any progress, these are just things I have been delaying and delaying and today had to just start irrespective of how the sub works or not.
Still waiting for that moment the 5loops kicks in.
no fap should really be in this sub I think and all other delaying avoidance tactics.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days