10-14-2018, 02:37 PM
Update 3 & Summary
So had shower and now ready for bed. Time is 1.33am. Waking in 6hours time after 5loops are done.
Today and yesterday ie the weekend has been nothing but major procrastination and complete unmotivation.
I felt the week was tiring but this was so bad that I wish the weekend was longer so I could snap out of it.
No idea if this is resistance from UMOP or simply my downward trough of my wave much like Shannon's cycle and that my upward crest of my motivation wave is coming up soon.
Either way whatever this is it wasn't good. I wasted all weekend due to this powerful hold over me.
My dream still needs some interpreting so if anyone or @Shannon can do that please do incase it's relevant to my case.
Thanks
So had shower and now ready for bed. Time is 1.33am. Waking in 6hours time after 5loops are done.
Today and yesterday ie the weekend has been nothing but major procrastination and complete unmotivation.
I felt the week was tiring but this was so bad that I wish the weekend was longer so I could snap out of it.
No idea if this is resistance from UMOP or simply my downward trough of my wave much like Shannon's cycle and that my upward crest of my motivation wave is coming up soon.
Either way whatever this is it wasn't good. I wasted all weekend due to this powerful hold over me.
My dream still needs some interpreting so if anyone or @Shannon can do that please do incase it's relevant to my case.
Thanks
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
