Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

Early US/LM2 Report-

So last night I started testing this badboy out. During my first loop i noticed this sort of calming good feeling coming over my body. I then started noticing some sharp pains in my head that then quickly subsided and turned to this good feeling sensation. I have been going through a lot of emotional and mental distress lately, and last night might have been the best/ most normal ive felt in a LONG time. This state was short lived however as today ive went back to feeling the normal distress that I have been as of late. Probably my residence kicking in.Still at least hopeful at the initial signs of relief that there is more to come of that in the future, and that it wasn't a placebo. fluke type experience.

I also had a few interesting dreams that I would like your take on Shannon. The first one I only vaguely remember. It had the theme of "ultra success" though. Something along the lines of all these woman loved me and life was good. the next dream I much more vividly remember. I was in a car, in the front passenger seat while the car was driving by itself. I thought I was heeding towards home, but the car took the wrong turn towards some unknown direction and highway to me that I didn't want to go. I thought this dream was very peculiar and definitely had some symbolic meaning. Like maybe It is my subconscious afraid of losing control and going in an unknown direction that it is afraid of / doesn't want to go down? What are your thoughts?

The reaction you describe in the first part of your post is exactly what is expected. Short resistance in playing, then more resistance as it is processed the next day. This should over time balance out and become success in execution all the time.

This program is very powerful, and it should be able to overcome virtually any level of and type of resistance, given proper usage for long enough.

The driving dream you describe is indeed pretty straight forward. You were sitting in the passenger's seat of a car that was driving by itself. This symbolizes that some part of you believes that the "you" that has been in control so far is no longer in control, or won't be for very long.

You thought you were "heading home". Home being the familiar, comfortable route and choices you always made and took in the past.

but the car took the wrong turn towards some unknown direction and highway to me that I didn't want to go

Meaning that the part of your subconscious executing Ultra Success Luck Maximizer did something that was not what the previously controlling part of you wanted to do to maintain the status quo, which it labeled a "wrong turn" and it was unknown (and thus would have previously been scary) which "you" didn't want to go. You being, again, the previously controlling part of your self, which was represented by the passenger, not the car.

In other words, this dream is symbolizing what is either already happening, or what the previously controlling self is afraid will happen if you continue using this program. A very good sign indeed.

Was there any fear associated with this dream?