Early US/LM2 Report-
So last night I started testing this badboy out. During my first loop i noticed this sort of calming good feeling coming over my body. I then started noticing some sharp pains in my head that then quickly subsided and turned to this good feeling sensation. I have been going through a lot of emotional and mental distress lately, and last night might have been the best/ most normal ive felt in a LONG time. This state was short lived however as today ive went back to feeling the normal distress that I have been as of late. Probably my residence kicking in.Still at least hopeful at the initial signs of relief that there is more to come of that in the future, and that it wasn't a placebo. fluke type experience.
I also had a few interesting dreams that I would like your take on Shannon. The first one I only vaguely remember. It had the theme of "ultra success" though. Something along the lines of all these woman loved me and life was good. the next dream I much more vividly remember. I was in a car, in the front passenger seat while the car was driving by itself. I thought I was heeding towards home, but the car took the wrong turn towards some unknown direction and highway to me that I didn't want to go. I thought this dream was very peculiar and definitely had some symbolic meaning. Like maybe It is my subconscious afraid of losing control and going in an unknown direction that it is afraid of / doesn't want to go down? What are your thoughts?
So last night I started testing this badboy out. During my first loop i noticed this sort of calming good feeling coming over my body. I then started noticing some sharp pains in my head that then quickly subsided and turned to this good feeling sensation. I have been going through a lot of emotional and mental distress lately, and last night might have been the best/ most normal ive felt in a LONG time. This state was short lived however as today ive went back to feeling the normal distress that I have been as of late. Probably my residence kicking in.Still at least hopeful at the initial signs of relief that there is more to come of that in the future, and that it wasn't a placebo. fluke type experience.
I also had a few interesting dreams that I would like your take on Shannon. The first one I only vaguely remember. It had the theme of "ultra success" though. Something along the lines of all these woman loved me and life was good. the next dream I much more vividly remember. I was in a car, in the front passenger seat while the car was driving by itself. I thought I was heeding towards home, but the car took the wrong turn towards some unknown direction and highway to me that I didn't want to go. I thought this dream was very peculiar and definitely had some symbolic meaning. Like maybe It is my subconscious afraid of losing control and going in an unknown direction that it is afraid of / doesn't want to go down? What are your thoughts?
