@Shannon
Thank you for replying bro, always means alot! I think 1 way I dont do what I intend to do is use "comfort eating" and "comfort TV" as a way to take more priority in the now than the goal of tomorrow.
The bank of 9am was a goal I set earlier but my jetlagged sleep was causing me to stay up late and thus eventually I calculated the 5loops to go to 10.40am and thus 11am became the new goal.
Eventually upon waking and realising that I was approaching noon, it was best I stay home and wait for my landlord as I did.
I am optimistic that with more days on 5 loops it will get through, over or past my fears - whatever they are.
edit: I also just this very moment that I have had another realisation, which is that PORN, girls and FAP have been ways at times that I have used to at times to procrastinate too. I know this is something I have realised in the past but like most things you forget and move on with things but it just came to mind again.
Thank you for replying bro, always means alot! I think 1 way I dont do what I intend to do is use "comfort eating" and "comfort TV" as a way to take more priority in the now than the goal of tomorrow.
The bank of 9am was a goal I set earlier but my jetlagged sleep was causing me to stay up late and thus eventually I calculated the 5loops to go to 10.40am and thus 11am became the new goal.
Eventually upon waking and realising that I was approaching noon, it was best I stay home and wait for my landlord as I did.
I am optimistic that with more days on 5 loops it will get through, over or past my fears - whatever they are.
edit: I also just this very moment that I have had another realisation, which is that PORN, girls and FAP have been ways at times that I have used to at times to procrastinate too. I know this is something I have realised in the past but like most things you forget and move on with things but it just came to mind again.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
