10-07-2018, 09:00 AM
Day 21 - Sunday 7th Oct 2018
(Time:7.50pm on 7Oct) - (Cycle 3 - Day3 - Start of 5 Loops)
I got to bed around 5am or 6am but I got a message on Tinder so replied and then got another.
we got into a conversation and it was a girl here in europe.
I got into bed realised I was tired AF to continue with txting so just asked for her number and we stayed on the phone for 3-4 hours because from normal chat we talked about sex, open relationships, fantasies etc.
I finally got to sleep at 11am which is when I pressed play on the 5loops.
I woke within 50mins of the 5th/last loop ending and eventually got out of bed after it had ended.
Since being awake I have had a headache which is still there. It could be the loops, could be the messed u sleep and travel or who knows what.
Anyway I had breakfast, and watched some more supernatural episodes as I ate and now even though I feel I should put away the remainder of the unpacking, I just feel tired, sluggish, lazy, headache, and tired.
I will make a cup of tea, have a nice sweet chocolate bar to go with it and then see how I feel.
I should however aim to sleep earlier as I need to be up early tomorrow to go to the bank.
I also broke my weeks of no fap, no idea how long it has been but im guessing around 3 weeks which wasnt something planned, I spoke about it in my previous posts about how I seem to have lost my sex drive. Anyway even though I was tired, I was somewhat horny after speaking to this girl so had to fap one out for queen and country lol and then I fell asleep at 11am as per above.
(Time:7.50pm on 7Oct) - (Cycle 3 - Day3 - Start of 5 Loops)
I got to bed around 5am or 6am but I got a message on Tinder so replied and then got another.
we got into a conversation and it was a girl here in europe.
I got into bed realised I was tired AF to continue with txting so just asked for her number and we stayed on the phone for 3-4 hours because from normal chat we talked about sex, open relationships, fantasies etc.
I finally got to sleep at 11am which is when I pressed play on the 5loops.
I woke within 50mins of the 5th/last loop ending and eventually got out of bed after it had ended.
Since being awake I have had a headache which is still there. It could be the loops, could be the messed u sleep and travel or who knows what.
Anyway I had breakfast, and watched some more supernatural episodes as I ate and now even though I feel I should put away the remainder of the unpacking, I just feel tired, sluggish, lazy, headache, and tired.
I will make a cup of tea, have a nice sweet chocolate bar to go with it and then see how I feel.
I should however aim to sleep earlier as I need to be up early tomorrow to go to the bank.
I also broke my weeks of no fap, no idea how long it has been but im guessing around 3 weeks which wasnt something planned, I spoke about it in my previous posts about how I seem to have lost my sex drive. Anyway even though I was tired, I was somewhat horny after speaking to this girl so had to fap one out for queen and country lol and then I fell asleep at 11am as per above.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
