5 loop Today and I feel as if I have been "Brainwashed" all night like MK-Ultra stuff.
Feel as if my brain is fried and I don't have the will to say "No" to anything Infact I feel that if anyone asked me to do anything right now, I won't resist it.. For Examples yesterday my mom asked me to take her to doctor so i was resistant but today she asked me and I was like "ok". No resistance, no nothing...
I wonder if anyone felt like this.. I felt this On DMSI before when I increased the loop.
On 3 loop I wasn't feeling like journaling everyday Infact I didn't feel like it.. But I have been doing 5 loops for 2 day (did 5 loops yesterday but with 1 hous break after 3 loops) and I am just like okay lets journal my feeling.. Nothing to loose in doing that..
What is this state of mind? I feel "Brainwashed" "Fried" my subc ofc.. Kinda weird tbh..
Infact I feel as if high voltage current has been passed thru my brain and it is now fried..
Feel as if my brain is fried and I don't have the will to say "No" to anything Infact I feel that if anyone asked me to do anything right now, I won't resist it.. For Examples yesterday my mom asked me to take her to doctor so i was resistant but today she asked me and I was like "ok". No resistance, no nothing...
I wonder if anyone felt like this.. I felt this On DMSI before when I increased the loop.
On 3 loop I wasn't feeling like journaling everyday Infact I didn't feel like it.. But I have been doing 5 loops for 2 day (did 5 loops yesterday but with 1 hous break after 3 loops) and I am just like okay lets journal my feeling.. Nothing to loose in doing that..
What is this state of mind? I feel "Brainwashed" "Fried" my subc ofc.. Kinda weird tbh..
Infact I feel as if high voltage current has been passed thru my brain and it is now fried..
