10-04-2018, 04:27 AM
(10-03-2018, 07:39 PM)Zane Wrote: I have noticed that I have this fear of taking responsibility. It more like fear of leadership.
Its like I fear taking it cause I will mess things up. Idk how to overcoming that. I am confused and full of doubts. Infact I doubt myself and my decisions.
I also come across days where I feel as if I have "No emotions" as if I have "No soul".
I do stuff but there isn't any happiness, Euphoria from it. Due to this I can't stick to that task for a long time.. Everything becomes boring.. Everything.
I'm not anything close to a qualified medical professional, but this sounds a little like anhedonia - which is a key feature of major depressive disorder. I remember you saying you thought subs had "cured" you of your depression, but I would keep a close eye on this and perhaps check back in with your doc.
