10-03-2018, 02:31 PM
Man today was rough. I'm trying to figure out the best way to get through days like this. Days where I just don't have the concentration to do my job and feeling this sickness in the pit of my stomach that another day has gone by just getting by.
To me I am grateful for this job. And I don't obsess on the negatives. But having gratitude isn't an excuse to stop going after better things. I think deep down inside I know something isn't right or aligned. I'm just having trouble getting there. I've always had this feeling to be honest. Even growing up I watched how everyone else around me went about life and it seemed wrong and limited. But at the same time I fell into the same trap. The cycle continued to me.
To me I am grateful for this job. And I don't obsess on the negatives. But having gratitude isn't an excuse to stop going after better things. I think deep down inside I know something isn't right or aligned. I'm just having trouble getting there. I've always had this feeling to be honest. Even growing up I watched how everyone else around me went about life and it seemed wrong and limited. But at the same time I fell into the same trap. The cycle continued to me.
INFP
