10-02-2018, 11:35 AM
Ive noticed that girl (that I don't know) seem to like me at first but its a 'dark' kind of like. Like obsessive watery like.
If they then see a guy that they think is easier to friendzone or have a 'vanilla' relationship where if they talk to them, they won't feel like they have to fu**k etc, they seem to start looking and showing them IOIs. However these IOIs are not as 'dark' as the IOIs she would give me. Its 'banter' IOI where she's ready to be social with them.
The IOI thats she gives me is the type that's sexual. Its almost like its 'too heavy' for them so they run off to a 'safer' option, hence someone that she shows social IOIs to.
Saying that, I almost feel like I can have any girl if I speak to them longer than 10 minutes. Sadly though, being newly self employed, I haven't been in the vicinity of girls (except 1) I know for the last few days as Ive been setting everything up. And I don't approach girls and they aren't approaching me yet.
Todays the second day and I was in the center of the city and for some reason, I felt like people were either being very nice and 'soft' to me or wanted to fight me (or both). I found it confusing, funny and disturbing at the same time, had thoughts like 'why does everyone hate me today LOL'.
Then I tried an experiment, where I would repeat to myself 'I am humble about everything except my cock which is the best'. The hateful looks went down after a few mins of repeating that to myself lol.
Some guys still hated the fact that girls would be slyly looking at me when I wasn't looking but they wouldn't send hateful looks towards me anymore.
Also that 1 girl that I saw was assertive towards everyone except me, who she was real nice to. Not gonna go after ther though.
If they then see a guy that they think is easier to friendzone or have a 'vanilla' relationship where if they talk to them, they won't feel like they have to fu**k etc, they seem to start looking and showing them IOIs. However these IOIs are not as 'dark' as the IOIs she would give me. Its 'banter' IOI where she's ready to be social with them.
The IOI thats she gives me is the type that's sexual. Its almost like its 'too heavy' for them so they run off to a 'safer' option, hence someone that she shows social IOIs to.
Saying that, I almost feel like I can have any girl if I speak to them longer than 10 minutes. Sadly though, being newly self employed, I haven't been in the vicinity of girls (except 1) I know for the last few days as Ive been setting everything up. And I don't approach girls and they aren't approaching me yet.
Todays the second day and I was in the center of the city and for some reason, I felt like people were either being very nice and 'soft' to me or wanted to fight me (or both). I found it confusing, funny and disturbing at the same time, had thoughts like 'why does everyone hate me today LOL'.
Then I tried an experiment, where I would repeat to myself 'I am humble about everything except my cock which is the best'. The hateful looks went down after a few mins of repeating that to myself lol.
Some guys still hated the fact that girls would be slyly looking at me when I wasn't looking but they wouldn't send hateful looks towards me anymore.
Also that 1 girl that I saw was assertive towards everyone except me, who she was real nice to. Not gonna go after ther though.
I am that I am, I will be what I will be.
I am grateful for all that I have. I am humble as I revel in the wonders of power
