10-02-2018, 12:23 AM
I feel great. I just got the last of the courtesy checks from the mortgage company mailed off. Our financial problems aren’t completely solved, but we are on the road to recovery and have a good plan and plenty of resources to get there. I anticipate a smooth road as far as that goes. I have only been running this program for about a month and a half, and my major mission for the year is accomplished.
Now what?
During my loop tonight, I got some pretty clear daydreams/visualizations of what I want to do next year, but I am of split mind about how and when to do it. My mission for 2019 is to find the right place to work for the rest of my career, and I have promised myself a bit of a break for the rest of 2018. One part of me wants to be real mission focused and run something like LTU after my 3 month block ends on 11/17 and start Find Your Perfect Job on January first. The other part wants to take a little time for other goals and run a three month block of DAMSI (yes, this is OK with my wife) , for December, January, and February, then focus on the job beginning in March. So, the choice is between simply wading into the goal for the year, and stopping to smell the roses a bit, and starting a bit later in the year.
I have run FYPJ twice in the past, and found what I had convinced myself was the exact job that I wanted each time, and it only took a couple of months. It didn’t work out either, but I know what I did wrong. I tried to steer it consciously instead of letting my subconscious and the universe figure out what is perfect for me.
Anyway, I am convinced that 2019 will be an incredible year for us.
Now what?
During my loop tonight, I got some pretty clear daydreams/visualizations of what I want to do next year, but I am of split mind about how and when to do it. My mission for 2019 is to find the right place to work for the rest of my career, and I have promised myself a bit of a break for the rest of 2018. One part of me wants to be real mission focused and run something like LTU after my 3 month block ends on 11/17 and start Find Your Perfect Job on January first. The other part wants to take a little time for other goals and run a three month block of DAMSI (yes, this is OK with my wife) , for December, January, and February, then focus on the job beginning in March. So, the choice is between simply wading into the goal for the year, and stopping to smell the roses a bit, and starting a bit later in the year.
I have run FYPJ twice in the past, and found what I had convinced myself was the exact job that I wanted each time, and it only took a couple of months. It didn’t work out either, but I know what I did wrong. I tried to steer it consciously instead of letting my subconscious and the universe figure out what is perfect for me.
Anyway, I am convinced that 2019 will be an incredible year for us.
