09-24-2018, 02:48 PM
I've got this hopped up energy right now. Like a strong agressive anger. Like I just want to punch the shit out of something. Maybe it's because I'm tired of being afraid all the time. Not being aggressive enough in my life and just walking around being afraid of people. I don't know.
It's when I repress this feeling I get inner tension that I think I need to relax more. I just have this feeling where people need to fuck off with their petty nonsense and overly judgemental attitudes. It gets so tiring. I'm not saying people fearing you is a good thing, but it annoys me that some people just mistake kindness for weakness and try to manipulate you.
I don't know why this is popping up now. Nothing really happened the past few days to bring this up. I guess you could say I'm trying to just get above it all. People are so quick to gravitate towards the negative and judgemental and it's just been irritating me. Like what do you get by criticizing others and putting them down? Does it make you feel better?
I sound like a hypocrite because I'm criticizing right now though. It's just humans have so much potential to be kinder to one another and just squander it. Then do nothing about it.
It's when I repress this feeling I get inner tension that I think I need to relax more. I just have this feeling where people need to fuck off with their petty nonsense and overly judgemental attitudes. It gets so tiring. I'm not saying people fearing you is a good thing, but it annoys me that some people just mistake kindness for weakness and try to manipulate you.
I don't know why this is popping up now. Nothing really happened the past few days to bring this up. I guess you could say I'm trying to just get above it all. People are so quick to gravitate towards the negative and judgemental and it's just been irritating me. Like what do you get by criticizing others and putting them down? Does it make you feel better?
I sound like a hypocrite because I'm criticizing right now though. It's just humans have so much potential to be kinder to one another and just squander it. Then do nothing about it.
INFP
