09-22-2018, 02:37 PM
Damn just a moment of clarity after getting all that out. I'm explaining what I'm struggling with, but I'm not truly facing it. Holding onto this narrative of things being incredibly complicated or hard to access in my own mind is a manifestation of fear. Yes there are things I fear, but by focusing too much on the manifestations of fear vs fear itself I don't get to the root. I'm going to start focusing in on the fear more and sit with it and observe it without being wrapped up in it. Fear is the anchor that everything is attached to. I have to remove the fear of executing dmsi and the changes that will come about in my life as a result of that. Fear is a sensation in my body, nothing more. By attaching excessive information to it I overcomplicate the healing process.
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