My first stage 2 week is over. It has been mostly eventless so I had not much to write about.
One thing that have happened is the I didn't sleep well and during the day, I felt tired and irritable.
and this afternoon I got pissed. The regular coach was absent and a young female member got the replacement coaching gig. It was her first class.
It was a workout with GHD. There was 7 GHDs and we were 14 so we had share a GHD with someone else. You need to make some adjustments on the GHD based on your height. It has something to do with your legs lenght. I'm not very tall. 5'6". I ended up with a unajustable GHD that was too long for me.
I did said to a taller buddy: Swap your place with me. You are taller. He said: No. I ask: Why? He don't like the GHD that I wanted to swap with him.
I was pissed. So I ended up going on a GHD after 2 girls about the same height than me. The young replacement coach tried to convince me to go with the unajustable GHD. This is kinda hypocrite from her because since she too is the same height than me, if she was in my shoes she would want the same thing as me. So I stick to my first idea. I want to work on a GHD that is adjusted to my height.
Ok so, I am annoyed but it is no big deal. I am going to start a little bit after the second wave and finish the workout a little bit after everyone else.
maybe 8 minutes later, it is finally my turn. Half way in, the coach tells me to leave my spot to the first girl is back for her second round.
I just ignore her and did continue my set but I was really fuming. I waited patiently my turn while the others where using the GHD. Now it is my turn and I have the same right to do my set while the others wait their turn as I did. Beside, this highlight even more the hypocrisy. If the unajusted GHD was perfect for me, why is it not perfect for the other person that is of the exact same height than me? So bottomline, the coach was lying to me just so that I shut up and use the less than perfect GHD just so that her coaching problem goes away.
The asshole who refused the GHD swap with me finished among the first athletes and come beside me to cheer me up to complete the workout. Honestly this was the last thing that I wanted to endure given the mental state that I was in. I told him. Please I do not want to be cheered up. He stays and continue. I stop. Look at him and tell him: Listen. I do not want to be coached. Can you please go away.. And this time he understand and leaves me alone as I wish.
So as predicted, I was lagging behind the others by a big 5 minutes. The female coach come see me on the second gym floor were the GHD are... We are kinda isolated... She tries make me laugh with some small bantering: "Are you still alive?" I'm not finding that funny. Im not happy with her and I don't laugh.
she come closer and I express my frustration and explain why. She apologize for a good 5 minutes. She was sweet. I cannot stay upset because honestly it wasn't a big issue but simply telling her: You did not treat me well. Don't ever do it again and receiving her apologies it did give me some relief...
You know. This made me think when I have a dispute with a gf and how good the reconciliation sex is afterward... It felt almost like that with the coach... She has a boyfriend... I got an afterthought of something that I could have told her... I didn't thought about it on the spot so I didn't tell her but here is what I could have said to her:
If you were my girlfriend, this is when I would reward you with a reconciliation fvck...
I didn't tell her but experimenting saying stuff like that could be fun... Just thinking that I could have told her that makes me happy though... maybe not so long ago, I wouldn't even thought about saying something like that...
I feel that I did stand for me and told people how felt and told them what to do... Maybe pre-AM, I would just have swallowed the pill...
To me, this kinda feel like the type of experience that I should have during stage 2...
One thing that have happened is the I didn't sleep well and during the day, I felt tired and irritable.
and this afternoon I got pissed. The regular coach was absent and a young female member got the replacement coaching gig. It was her first class.
It was a workout with GHD. There was 7 GHDs and we were 14 so we had share a GHD with someone else. You need to make some adjustments on the GHD based on your height. It has something to do with your legs lenght. I'm not very tall. 5'6". I ended up with a unajustable GHD that was too long for me.
I did said to a taller buddy: Swap your place with me. You are taller. He said: No. I ask: Why? He don't like the GHD that I wanted to swap with him.
I was pissed. So I ended up going on a GHD after 2 girls about the same height than me. The young replacement coach tried to convince me to go with the unajustable GHD. This is kinda hypocrite from her because since she too is the same height than me, if she was in my shoes she would want the same thing as me. So I stick to my first idea. I want to work on a GHD that is adjusted to my height.
Ok so, I am annoyed but it is no big deal. I am going to start a little bit after the second wave and finish the workout a little bit after everyone else.
maybe 8 minutes later, it is finally my turn. Half way in, the coach tells me to leave my spot to the first girl is back for her second round.
I just ignore her and did continue my set but I was really fuming. I waited patiently my turn while the others where using the GHD. Now it is my turn and I have the same right to do my set while the others wait their turn as I did. Beside, this highlight even more the hypocrisy. If the unajusted GHD was perfect for me, why is it not perfect for the other person that is of the exact same height than me? So bottomline, the coach was lying to me just so that I shut up and use the less than perfect GHD just so that her coaching problem goes away.
The asshole who refused the GHD swap with me finished among the first athletes and come beside me to cheer me up to complete the workout. Honestly this was the last thing that I wanted to endure given the mental state that I was in. I told him. Please I do not want to be cheered up. He stays and continue. I stop. Look at him and tell him: Listen. I do not want to be coached. Can you please go away.. And this time he understand and leaves me alone as I wish.
So as predicted, I was lagging behind the others by a big 5 minutes. The female coach come see me on the second gym floor were the GHD are... We are kinda isolated... She tries make me laugh with some small bantering: "Are you still alive?" I'm not finding that funny. Im not happy with her and I don't laugh.
she come closer and I express my frustration and explain why. She apologize for a good 5 minutes. She was sweet. I cannot stay upset because honestly it wasn't a big issue but simply telling her: You did not treat me well. Don't ever do it again and receiving her apologies it did give me some relief...
You know. This made me think when I have a dispute with a gf and how good the reconciliation sex is afterward... It felt almost like that with the coach... She has a boyfriend... I got an afterthought of something that I could have told her... I didn't thought about it on the spot so I didn't tell her but here is what I could have said to her:
If you were my girlfriend, this is when I would reward you with a reconciliation fvck...
I didn't tell her but experimenting saying stuff like that could be fun... Just thinking that I could have told her that makes me happy though... maybe not so long ago, I wouldn't even thought about saying something like that...
I feel that I did stand for me and told people how felt and told them what to do... Maybe pre-AM, I would just have swallowed the pill...
To me, this kinda feel like the type of experience that I should have during stage 2...
