An update regarding my situation with my mother.
She can't control me anymore. I have control over myself, so she can't control with her manipulative tricks anymore. This create a sensation of conflict, and it somewhat emerges from time to time, but I can stand my ground and not letting her get to me. It feels amazing. My personal power is coming back.
And just a small thing. Yesterday when I went to bed, I could look forward to getting up eating breakfast the next day. I have not been able to do that even if I wanted for a long time.
She can't control me anymore. I have control over myself, so she can't control with her manipulative tricks anymore. This create a sensation of conflict, and it somewhat emerges from time to time, but I can stand my ground and not letting her get to me. It feels amazing. My personal power is coming back.
And just a small thing. Yesterday when I went to bed, I could look forward to getting up eating breakfast the next day. I have not been able to do that even if I wanted for a long time.