Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

Shanon, which program would you recommend me to listen for just overall happiness and joy, just to be at ease with no stress?

Well that would be the happiness and joy program of course. Been a long time since I built that, so it might not even be available anymore, but it'll be popping up again sometime in the future if it's not.

And if it's not, Ultra Success has a side effect of making many people "high on life". But others stress out because they fear success.

Shannon did u read my journal? What do u think is my problem that I am facing issues? Had a few dreams also scary one.

I think you're reverse resisting. Either you fear "losing control of yourself"/"being told what to do", or you are afraid of what will result from being productive.

My gut says its " Being told what to do" as whenever someone tell me to do something I feel as if my freedom is being taken away. I had this in my school and in every area. No wonder I feel like I am in prison when someone or done tasks requires that type of attention or motivation.

What do you think I should do?

Any affirmations or anything? Untill u decide to make "A" in future.

How is your freedom being taken away? If you can choose to resist, then you can choose to execute, and in either case, it's your choice!!

The prison you're in is one of your own making, and you can unmake it as well.

I think you should try to get the part of you that is resisting to understand how ridiculous it is to resist based on a fear of losing your freedom, when if you were losing your freedom, resistance would not be possible in the first place! The very fact that you have that option means that you also have all of your freedoms. And you consciously chose to run the program, so why are you subconsciously resisting it?