09-02-2018, 01:39 AM
I went out partying yesterday and had a pretty good time. I have been pretty lost lately about what I am striving for, what are my goals, why am I running E2, etc. And I think most of it is about getting in touch with myself again, my feelings, and being able to connect with people. When you connect with others, things become so much easier. You can talk to girls easier, you have a good time just in general. So that's my goal.
Chit-chatted with some girls and had some laughs, and I see that as good progress. I love making girls laugh and just enjoying their company. No action, but some hugging and closeness which was nice to be able to enjoy again. Kind of starting to like one of the girls I hanged out with, just her vibe and presence, how her hair smelled and yeah.. just that.
Life is ment to be lived and enjoyed and I am moving towards that slowly...but steadily.
Chit-chatted with some girls and had some laughs, and I see that as good progress. I love making girls laugh and just enjoying their company. No action, but some hugging and closeness which was nice to be able to enjoy again. Kind of starting to like one of the girls I hanged out with, just her vibe and presence, how her hair smelled and yeah.. just that.
Life is ment to be lived and enjoyed and I am moving towards that slowly...but steadily.
