09-01-2018, 06:02 AM
(08-30-2018, 07:50 PM)Infinite Wrote: A few years ago, I went through a period of a few months were it seemed to me that I could "hear" people's thoughts. I seemed to have this connection specially with a neighbor.
A few weeks ago, I came close to experiencing this with a guy whom I've called confusion in my journal. He is extremely good at reading people, so we have always had this connection with our eyes, but this time it was different. It seemed that I was able to communicate many things to him just through eye contact. As I thought about the things, he would nod or make different faces that showed me he understood just what I was thinking. There was a small part of me that thought it might have been dmsi related, but I didn't think about it since it seemed so natural.
Any idea why it was that neighbour out of everyone? Did you feel some sort of connection with him?
Regarding the second point, I think I know what you mean, Ive had that happen with a few people too. We would instantly 'get' each other.
(08-30-2018, 02:39 PM)Djinnni Wrote: Sounds like you heard the milf's inner dialogue between her inner sl*t and her socially acceptable persona:angel:Where would one learn how to heal people like this? I wanna learn how to give something other than sex while only giving sex if you understand what I am trying to say.
I have, on and off, experienced various things which are somewhat fringe, or off the charts, depending on one's viewpoint. With regard to the Siddhi's I have greater psychic/energetic awareness now through meditation and energy healing but its not something I look for or dwell on as it can hinder one's self development. I feel good in myself and wish for that in others. I feel as a sensitive that psychic work can be somewhat invasive if the deep connection is not requested by the other so one must proceed with tact and sensitivity and the best intentions. Basically I really know the truth of people, this helps in my voluntary healing work. It also means I know when I'm being lied to, I can feel/sense/intuit or just know.
Once I met a woman and as we sat opposite each other I felt a tiny feeling hidden away right in the core of her heart of pain and sorrow/tears. I've come to know the difference between my feelings and others so I knew these were not mine. When I mentioned it to her months later she was totally unaware of her buried pain.
I also f*cked a woman over a period of 3 days/nights and one of those nights as we were entering my lounge for a session a thought came to my mind: 'healing f*ck' - It turned out that we managed to release deeply held trauma from her p*ssy and she shed some tears during our session. This happened whilst stroking the cl*t of another woman once during an orgasmic meditation session - she sobbed for a good 10 minutes straight - also releasing sexual trauma.
This last weekend I went to a shibari/bondage practice get together and met a woman who was a 24/7 slave to her last master and their relationship broke up 2 months ago. She opened me and said that she recognised that I am a Dominant. During our conversation she also shed some tears and let go of some sorrow in her heart from the breakup so again I was able to help.
It is the heart healing work on myself which has been a massive help for me and brought to light my gifts.
All of this is intriguing.
I am that I am, I will be what I will be.
I am grateful for all that I have. I am humble as I revel in the wonders of power