08-31-2018, 07:05 AM
I have been having dreams related to my high school friends. Idk why I am having these dreams and what they are doing...
Few days ago I had a dreams which strongly signifies success.
Before that I had an experience with some spiritual guru and he did stuff which no one will believe and will say it was a trick..
The final outcome of that thing was that success is on the way.
But I hardly get excited when anyone tells me that success is on the way or stuff that.. Cause I have learned the hard way that too much expectations will lead to disappointment.
I have come to believe that we create our own future and what we do now will have an impact on our life greatly after a decade.
I just try to go with the flow, All u gotta do is change ur mindset and things will flow.. This is the key
I remember when I was 13 I used to dream that when I would turn 25 I would be well settled with a good job and will lead a happy life getting married and shit.
But the reason I wasn't able to achieve all that because I avoided working hard on the stuff which really mattered. I was motivated but always did stuff at last moment.
Always thought that in next grade I will. Improve then after that I thought I will improve in high school then again in college..
I procastinated real bad for 17 years.. Now I am 27.
The Only thing I feel bad about is that I wasn't able to develop any useful skills or talents in past 17 years.
If anyone asks me right now "what r u good at?" type of question.. I really don't know that answer.
In the end my ego is what destroyed me.. Thinking that I knew better than everyone else, thinking that others are fool and don't know anything..
Few days ago I had a dreams which strongly signifies success.
Before that I had an experience with some spiritual guru and he did stuff which no one will believe and will say it was a trick..
The final outcome of that thing was that success is on the way.
But I hardly get excited when anyone tells me that success is on the way or stuff that.. Cause I have learned the hard way that too much expectations will lead to disappointment.
I have come to believe that we create our own future and what we do now will have an impact on our life greatly after a decade.
I just try to go with the flow, All u gotta do is change ur mindset and things will flow.. This is the key
I remember when I was 13 I used to dream that when I would turn 25 I would be well settled with a good job and will lead a happy life getting married and shit.
But the reason I wasn't able to achieve all that because I avoided working hard on the stuff which really mattered. I was motivated but always did stuff at last moment.
Always thought that in next grade I will. Improve then after that I thought I will improve in high school then again in college..
I procastinated real bad for 17 years.. Now I am 27.
The Only thing I feel bad about is that I wasn't able to develop any useful skills or talents in past 17 years.
If anyone asks me right now "what r u good at?" type of question.. I really don't know that answer.
In the end my ego is what destroyed me.. Thinking that I knew better than everyone else, thinking that others are fool and don't know anything..
