just few days away from starting stage 2...
Yesterday, there was a new cute young blonde at the gym.
I was like possessed. I didn't stop being cocky with her. I wasn't all over her but I didn't miss good opportunity to make some fun of her with her... while remaining in good taste of course...
bottomline I was on fire.. and this had good effect on her as she was hovering around me...
The feeling that I had was as if I was a spectator watching a movie from a first person perspective as I wasn't recognizing my own behavior as if it wasn't mine. I was more exuberant than usual... I guess this is how change feels at first...
Yesterday, there was a new cute young blonde at the gym.
I was like possessed. I didn't stop being cocky with her. I wasn't all over her but I didn't miss good opportunity to make some fun of her with her... while remaining in good taste of course...
bottomline I was on fire.. and this had good effect on her as she was hovering around me...
The feeling that I had was as if I was a spectator watching a movie from a first person perspective as I wasn't recognizing my own behavior as if it wasn't mine. I was more exuberant than usual... I guess this is how change feels at first...