I'm finally starting to be able to relax my body. Yesterday when I went to bed I could feel my legs again, and I was able to relax. This is huge for me, I'm finally getting grounded again. Peoples emotional states doesn't affect my as much, stil a a bit but I'm sure that I will be totally fine in this perspective shortly.
I feel like I have myself back again. That I'm starting to have someone to fall back onto, that there is a confidence slowly coming back. A stability.
I notice my dad is being irritated over stuff, I'm not longer behaving in ways he want and adjusting to his will in stuff. I'm not very bothered by it, as I know it's just his problem and I know that I don't need to adjust myself to make someone else happy or don't feel insecure (as long as I am not doing it actively). I'm my only responsibility.
I feel like I have myself back again. That I'm starting to have someone to fall back onto, that there is a confidence slowly coming back. A stability.
I notice my dad is being irritated over stuff, I'm not longer behaving in ways he want and adjusting to his will in stuff. I'm not very bothered by it, as I know it's just his problem and I know that I don't need to adjust myself to make someone else happy or don't feel insecure (as long as I am not doing it actively). I'm my only responsibility.
