08-28-2018, 03:58 PM
I gotta say I'm increasingly disgusted at the sense of entitlement some women have with their online dating profiles. Has to make me laugh, can't be boring, blah blah blah. It's like are you looking for a relationship or a dancing monkey? It's such an instant turnoff now. Makes me wish some of them would get stone cold rejected by a guy and humble them a bit. But unlikely because there's way too many guys out there that would put up with their nonsense just because they are attractive. Looking back on it I can't believe I ever felt bad about not measuring up to some of these women, truth is I deserve better than them. Just people in general can be so shitty and then you go your whole life internalizing all of it. Thinking you have to prove them wrong somehow, when the reality is they don't matter one bit and shouldn't even be a concern in your mind.
For a lot of my life I always looked externally at other people. I never looked out for myself. And nowadays I'm just starting to really see myself as #1 for my life. My mistake was always thinking I needed some reason to put myself first instead of just doing it. But I'm just as important as anyone else on this planet. I've got my flaws and shortcomings, but that doesn't make me a bad person or less than anyone else.
For a lot of my life I always looked externally at other people. I never looked out for myself. And nowadays I'm just starting to really see myself as #1 for my life. My mistake was always thinking I needed some reason to put myself first instead of just doing it. But I'm just as important as anyone else on this planet. I've got my flaws and shortcomings, but that doesn't make me a bad person or less than anyone else.
INFP
