Thanks @RTBoss and @"Mr. Anderson" . The girl is 16 tho. Last few days Im feeling like im executing merciless.
Like yesterday evening, I felt my mind becoming full centred, unfazed, non needy, fully solid, stable.
The icecoldness and cockiness as an merciless rejection is something im working on currently. Being an dick aint bad. Being a sexy dick aint that bad. Its almost like self preserverance in an way. Not out of fear, but out of grounded seof selection and solid sexual frame. Meanwhile im remaining and trucking in my ( ever growing ) sexy self. Im a stud no doubt. I know it in my core.
I want girls to match my value. Or, atleast, I think so. I dont like compromises. But im really annoyed by some DLV traits of girls and want me to ignore them totally, only to bask in my sexiness.
Another thing is, im experiencing some things that feel out there but are definitely DMSI related. Like my mannerism voice, but also growing fangs ( i aint a furry and, having an occult baclground ) and, almost feel myself sucking up other peoples energies.
Sounds far out there. Have no other explanation then to dive and digging deep into my instinct, primal depths and reotillian mind. Im done doubting.
Also, my cockiness, idgaf, playfullness and lots of MSI traits are amplifying and shing strongly through. Its like being a sculpture. This is my design. Like freefloating but solid and sexy.
I still have the stiffledness going on. Its as if im fighting ghosts. Like, im recognizing the illusion of it its as if they evaporate when recognizing them. It doesnt make sense to me how my subc still is terrified deoending on the setting and place. Like, it really ruins my mojo.
Guess I have work to do, to work through these issues tied to isolated events.
Like yesterday evening, I felt my mind becoming full centred, unfazed, non needy, fully solid, stable.
The icecoldness and cockiness as an merciless rejection is something im working on currently. Being an dick aint bad. Being a sexy dick aint that bad. Its almost like self preserverance in an way. Not out of fear, but out of grounded seof selection and solid sexual frame. Meanwhile im remaining and trucking in my ( ever growing ) sexy self. Im a stud no doubt. I know it in my core.
I want girls to match my value. Or, atleast, I think so. I dont like compromises. But im really annoyed by some DLV traits of girls and want me to ignore them totally, only to bask in my sexiness.
Another thing is, im experiencing some things that feel out there but are definitely DMSI related. Like my mannerism voice, but also growing fangs ( i aint a furry and, having an occult baclground ) and, almost feel myself sucking up other peoples energies.
Sounds far out there. Have no other explanation then to dive and digging deep into my instinct, primal depths and reotillian mind. Im done doubting.
Also, my cockiness, idgaf, playfullness and lots of MSI traits are amplifying and shing strongly through. Its like being a sculpture. This is my design. Like freefloating but solid and sexy.
I still have the stiffledness going on. Its as if im fighting ghosts. Like, im recognizing the illusion of it its as if they evaporate when recognizing them. It doesnt make sense to me how my subc still is terrified deoending on the setting and place. Like, it really ruins my mojo.
Guess I have work to do, to work through these issues tied to isolated events.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
