Few ways I am resisting and the kind of thoughts that I can consciously gather when I do so:
Losing energy and thinking the girl(s) not worth it. Thoughts like 'what's the point?', 'I cant be bothered' etc. Even having thoughts that the whole gender isn't worth it.
A clever way my subconscious might be avoiding execution is by being way more interested in girls that are taken and/or are with their SOs. My body heats up around girls that are taken more than ones that are not (even if both are equally attractive).
Maybe my subconscious knows it is less likely to hit design goals if it only goes for 'taken' girls.
This has ramped up my jealous side to a whole different level. In the past, I have been notoriously un-jelous, but now, it seems like Im jealous of every guy with a half decent girl. Funnily enough, just as I thought of this, I walked past a building with a huge sign saying 'Jealous'. lol.
Parts of my subconscious also still at times holds on to the 'Madonna/Wh***' complex which arouses anger and I know for a fact this is stopping execution. I don't want this here as it will get me less girls.
However with all this in mind, there is still a base line execution happening (though this fluctuates depending on what kind of thought I have in my mind). For example,when on a crowded train, while I was thinking about something in anger, I wasn't executing as much. Then as soon as I thought 'F**k that, Im starting my business soon', I immediately executed. I know so because the two people immediately in front of me looked like they physically got hit by a wave that made them feel good. The guy immediately smiled at me, the woman let out a big breath and looked like she started to relax.
My question is: Is it possible to somehow execute to that level or better without having to watch our own thoughts as much? Sometimes, we don't know that we are pondering on some negative thoughts until we catch ourselves doing so. Will we be able to execute regardless of this in the future?
Hopefully this is of use to Shannon for 3.3.
Losing energy and thinking the girl(s) not worth it. Thoughts like 'what's the point?', 'I cant be bothered' etc. Even having thoughts that the whole gender isn't worth it.
A clever way my subconscious might be avoiding execution is by being way more interested in girls that are taken and/or are with their SOs. My body heats up around girls that are taken more than ones that are not (even if both are equally attractive).
Maybe my subconscious knows it is less likely to hit design goals if it only goes for 'taken' girls.
This has ramped up my jealous side to a whole different level. In the past, I have been notoriously un-jelous, but now, it seems like Im jealous of every guy with a half decent girl. Funnily enough, just as I thought of this, I walked past a building with a huge sign saying 'Jealous'. lol.
Parts of my subconscious also still at times holds on to the 'Madonna/Wh***' complex which arouses anger and I know for a fact this is stopping execution. I don't want this here as it will get me less girls.
However with all this in mind, there is still a base line execution happening (though this fluctuates depending on what kind of thought I have in my mind). For example,when on a crowded train, while I was thinking about something in anger, I wasn't executing as much. Then as soon as I thought 'F**k that, Im starting my business soon', I immediately executed. I know so because the two people immediately in front of me looked like they physically got hit by a wave that made them feel good. The guy immediately smiled at me, the woman let out a big breath and looked like she started to relax.
My question is: Is it possible to somehow execute to that level or better without having to watch our own thoughts as much? Sometimes, we don't know that we are pondering on some negative thoughts until we catch ourselves doing so. Will we be able to execute regardless of this in the future?
Hopefully this is of use to Shannon for 3.3.
I am that I am, I will be what I will be.
I am grateful for all that I have. I am humble as I revel in the wonders of power
